Code of the abyss

Ever since I was little...I was fascinated with heroes and their strength. I wanted to be one. Always watching their shows,kids dream about this. However, I was slightly different... I desired to be a hunter of evil, one who didnt forgive criminals and fights for the good of humanity. I kept holding onto this dream, even beyond my phase...However, I was born weak. No matter how much I studied, and how much I trained in different things, I could never tolerate to much. I did everything to master every single style and way of fight,but it was for not. In school, I was nicknamed...The weakest human to ever live. I was a joke character, in the eyes of the people and I could never be a sort of protagonist...Even so, I tried everything to fight. But the i wondered...Even if I was strong...How could I survive things like a Nuclear bomb? So I kept searching and searching because this wasn't a dream it was my passion and that passion kept burning and burning until it threatened to swallow everything up...but when all hope seemed losed I came up with a solution if I wanted to survive a nuclear explosion I had to have... Magic Kai with his brother Sid(Silas) recruits members to their organization as they make up a whole backstory about an evil cult but due to certain events that fake cult that Kai mads up was real and he had to find out the hard but his little brother is the only one that doesn't know that they're real This is me life dream right here the mains series I want to be adapted into anime slash manga you could say this is the LN/webnovel of the series I took inspo from eminence in shadow, Solo leveling, Naruto and bleach