So, with him being in my sight, a firmer smile came onto my face. One that would hopefully stay there without faltering. And, to make it all better, I felt ecstatic upon seeing such a pure, emerald aura within and around his body.
"Well, well, look who it is." he said with a smile as he noticed me and stopped. His arms opening up to me as I picked up the pace and leapt into his arms. Spinning around before I could plant my points into the ground again before my face moved up. A brief kiss following that before I leaned back.
"It's rather coincidental I found you here, I was just looking for you." I told him which led to him huffing out some of his amusement.
"Unfortunately, I will have to hold off whatever it is you want, got to go talk to someone first." he explained as he released his grip on my body. But, he kept my hand firmly connected with his, something I very much enjoyed. It was nice to hold a hand that did not engulf mine, one that was soft too.
"That is fine, I have all night to get what I want out of you."
"You want to stay around mine again? By the Mighty Jhrarda. I knew you aelenvari had a thing for the tender and physical but you might as well just move in with me at this point!" he laughed out as a grin formed on my face. My tail lingering around his lower half and prodding at it so I could tease him.
"Am I perhaps detecting an offer for me to stay with you for as long as I live?" I asked him with that same grin he caused to form.
He chuckled lightly, "Even if I wanted, they would not let me, the Council for Student Dorm Distribution, that is. You are a potential student for Oddity House, after all. Meanwhile, with me, I am an enrolled student of Exceptional House." his chest puffing out towards the end as he took pride in his place in the Academy. That was perhaps one thing I liked a lot about him, he understood what he was and had no issue with showing it off. A fine petal if he were of my own kind or had moved to stay with a flower.
"So even if I was to successfully enrol, I would not be able to stay with you?"
"No, afraid not. However, there are no rules against you just staying with me each night so long as you don't move into my dorm."
"It's an issue when you remove an obstacle but fine when I keep a particular issue in place? Such a strange system." I said to him with a bemused tone. Yet, for some reason, my mind was filled with sighs of relief and loud thanks to the gods above. I was glad that there would be something to keep my intentions with Seigunfrei in check...
"Something wrong?" Seigunfrei then asked me as his hand squeezed mine harder. Not harshly, far from it, in fact, it made me appreciate him more. Seeing such mastery over his internal-magic that he did not have to be cautious while touching me.
"No, no. I am fine, what gave you the impression I wasn't?"
"I just asked you a few questions and you completely blanked out. So, again, you sure nothing is wrong?" he asked me with a concerned tone before he looked over in the direction of my dorm. Even if he could not see it.
"Yes, everything is f-fine." I said at first clearly before stuttering out.
"Has that osibindah been causing you issues? Do we need to go to the Council of Student Dorm Distribution and get you moved to another dorm so you are further away from it?" he said as he came to a complete stop and pulled me close. My body freezing up in panic when I heard what he said. No, no! We could not do that!
"No, he hasn't done anything. It's just... It's just a little bothersome having to be so close to everyone else when they rightfully confront it."
"Rough time relaxing there? I guess that explains why you want to come to my dorm so often. It is very far from the osibindah after all."
"Y-Yeah."
He then kissed my cheek after bringing it up a little, "Alright then, when I am done here, we'll head back to my dorm and I'll ensure you have a very relaxing night." he told me with a suggestive glance. A smile returning to my face as my tail moved in accordance with it.
"That will be wonderful, thank you." I told him just as he went inside the building he had apparently wanted to go to. As it was within the gap between the four Houses, I could only assume it was directly related to the Academy heads. Their gilded-barks, ivy-mothers and other important positions and so on. But, of course, they weren't what I compared to, wind-people weren't as sexually inclined as we aelenvari.
It was probably something mundane but still ultimately necessary. Like how the less engaging and by far worst parts of being an ivy-mother was given to someone else to do. Something I usually gave to a petal so close to being a stem or the lucky inverse. And it was a good thing I did that, giving some of my tasks to others.
Otherwise, I would not have been able to spend as much time with Nin back when we stayed at my flower...
"Can I just go one moment without you coming into my thoughts!?" I muttered out quietly with a distinct harshness. Nearly snarling at a nearby piece of decorative stonework at the entrance of this building before I calmed myself. Sighing once more and tapping my finger impatiently while looking at the machines some used to fly. A particularly large one hiding just beyond the great central tower in the city in front of me.
It was an impressive sight indeed, a mass of metal that could likely destroy this entire plateau if it was to crash. Held aloft by what seemed to be six devices that shot out pure, untainted emerald light that kept it all up. A great display of magical strength, and thankfully, one I could count on not having to get involved with. Unlike then, when he lifted up that immense weight...
When I had to intervene with a magic blast that nearly drained me into a state of unconsciousness... Back when he proved himself to be far greater than the one who had caught my eye before. And it frustrated me, looking at this distant machine. Because even when it was something like this, it always went back to him.
To that damnable parasite!
Soon getting up in frustration before moving to someplace quieter, "GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" I soon screamed at a wall before I collapsed to my knees. Crying into my hands as my heart seemingly battled with my mind and the rest of my body. I gave up on Oak'endoor when I saw someone stronger, all aelenvari did this until they had their first child! At least, most of the time.
Yet, somehow, despite having been exposed to so many males of the wind-people who were far stronger than Nin... He just wouldn't get out of my head and I did not know why, I never had these same doubts when I gave up on Oak'endoor! So why was I having them now!? It made no sense!
"I don't love him... Do you hear me!?" I seethed out in anger towards my chest, towards the heart that pained me so. A strange tremble coming from my chest before I began to shake my head some more in disbelief. What was wrong with me? Why was something I should have loathed and despised staying so firmly in a place where a desire of many years did not...?
There was no reason for it to be like this, there just wasn't any reason! Seigunfrei was stronger, so much stronger! It was clear when he walked beside Nin on that day and it was made abundantly clear when Nin lost. So easily did he lose, not one hit was taken by Seigunfrei and he toyed with Nin.
Toyed with him! He couldn't have made his superiority anymore clear!
"Rose-sweerui! Where are you?" Seigunfrei called out to me from the other side of the building. But, what he said made me angry for some reason.
"Don't call me that... You have no right to call me that..." I growled out as I focused on the honorific he attached to my name. The honorific the male lover gave to his female...
And then I blinked and trembled in frustration some more. I was his female! So why was this making me angry... Why...?
"Alright, hop on." Seigunfrei then said to me as he picked me up after he had sped around to my location. Clearly having followed my magic signature like the skilled witch he was. And then, I was silent as he carried me through the sky, in his arms. All the way until we reached his dorm which he then put us in through the window.
Just like Nin did with that woman with the bright and beautiful sapphire-aura.
"Hey! Calm down, what's wrong?" Seigunfrei then asked me as he set me down on the large and spacious bed he had to himself. In this room that was just his, a room that he had gained through talent and strength.
I, however, did not say anything, I just latched on to him and kept my lips against him. Placing them against him time and time again as he tried to back away, clearly more concerned with what I had just done. But I would not let him dig into that, I would not let him know. So I came at him with as much passion-making love as I could.
I kept it up until he relented and just went along with it, his hands soon having a tight grasp on me. My breath shuddering every time our lips parted, but not from how good his tongue, lips or touch made me feel. But rather, because I could barely hold in the disgust I had for myself. I should not have been doing this with him...
It wasn't right.
"N-No..." I said to him quietly after we had moved on to his bed. His partially naked and exposed frame being right in front of me. Rimmed by muscle that contained such gluttonous quantities of magic from the greatest mountain, it was indeed. Yet, even with such a temptation before me, I did not want him exposing my body more.
And thankfully, he relented with a frown and a sigh before going down beside me.
"You're a strange woman, you know that?" he said with a small smile, even if he was mocking me. But, I returned the smile before snuggling closer to him, holding myself tightly towards him. Taking deep breaths through my nose so I could take in the scent around him, tainted by his aura and external-magic. And even though his hands were on me with confidence and care, I did not want them there.
Something I found so odd... They were on my rear, one hand for each side. I should have enjoyed it so much. To feel such a strong son-giver on me, just one word from putting one in me.
Yet, all I could think about was apologies and anything even linked to the concept.
'I am sorry...' just kept playing through my mind over and over, like a monotonous task devoid of all joy.