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Chapter 78 - The Things That Could Still Be Used

By the sixth day of having nothing compulsory on her schedule, Ji Xuanyue had become suspicious of free time.

Not because it had disappeared.

Because it kept returning.

Every morning she woke expecting someone to have corrected the mistake.

Every morning the city continued functioning without requiring her to save it.

The water system improved.

Two more temporary clinics closed because their patients could be transferred into repaired buildings.

The eastern market reopened three streets farther west than before.

A section of the palace roof stopped leaking.

Gao Fen acquired another shelf.

Ma Jiru acquired complaints about his desk.

Life advanced through achievements of increasingly questionable grandeur.

Ji learned to peel turnips properly.

That one mattered.

The kitchen worker who had first corrected her inspected the latest vegetable.

Turned it once.

Then handed it back.

Ji waited.

"Well?"

"You kept most of it."

"That sounds like praise."

"It is."

Ji smiled.

Across the table, an elderly cook snorted.

"She wants a medal."

"I killed a Dragon Emperor and received no medal."

The kitchen went quiet.

Ji closed her eyes.

"I keep doing that."

The woman beside her laughed first.

Then everyone else followed.

Ji pointed the peeling knife at no one in particular.

"I meant that if medals are distributed according to difficulty, this is clearly where I should start."

The old cook said:

"Peel the next one."

Ji did.

No medal.

Still satisfying.

Her mornings had developed habits.

Breakfast somewhere other than the empty royal dining room whenever possible.

A walk through whichever district she had not visited recently.

Sometimes reconstruction work.

Sometimes the relief kitchens.

Once she spent nearly three hours helping copy municipal notices because someone made the mistake of discovering her handwriting was legible.

She regretted that immediately.

Lin Yue found her halfway through the second stack.

"You know we employ clerks."

Ji looked at the pages.

"I was informed."

"And yet."

"I asked whether they needed help."

Lin looked toward the supervising clerk.

He had developed the expression of a man who suspected royalty might be an administrative hazard.

"They answered honestly?"

"Yes."

"Dangerous."

Ji dipped the brush again.

"You wrote the letter."

"I did."

"You're responsible for this."

"I fail to see the causal relationship."

Ji nearly asked the Gate to settle the argument.

Nearly.

Instead she continued copying.

That, too, was progress.

Afternoons varied.

Sometimes Gao wanted her to read something.

Sometimes she refused.

Sometimes she went anyway and ended up reading twice as much as he had intended.

Sometimes she sat in a courtyard and did absolutely nothing.

That remained the hardest activity.

On the seventh day, Lin Yue arrived after breakfast carrying a ledger thick enough to be threatening.

Ji saw it.

"No."

Lin stopped.

"I haven't spoken."

"The object spoke for you."

"It is an inventory."

"No."

"It concerns the surviving royal residence."

Ji looked toward the door.

Escape remained possible.

Lin followed her gaze.

"I can come back."

"When?"

"Tomorrow."

Ji sighed.

"Sit."

Lin sat.

Ji looked at the ledger.

"What survived?"

"That is the problem."

"That sounds backwards."

"A great deal survived in fragments."

Lin opened the book.

"Furniture recovered from damaged rooms. Household records. Clothing. Personal effects. Ceremonial items. Objects moved into protected storage before the final assault. Objects moved during the assault. Objects moved afterward by surviving staff because roofs were failing."

Ji's stomach tightened.

"Mother's rooms?"

"Some."

"Father's?"

"Less."

"My room?"

"Structurally damaged. Contents vary."

Ji looked down.

"Meiyu's things?"

Lin became careful.

"The Qiao household is handling those."

"Right."

Ji rubbed one thumb across her bracelet.

"What do you need me to do?"

"Decide what remains private royal property, what should enter the crown archives, what can be reused by the administration, what can be distributed, and what should be discarded."

Ji stared.

"All of it?"

"No."

Lin turned several pages.

"We have already dealt with chairs."

Ji laughed despite herself.

"Thank you."

"There were eighty-seven."

"Why?"

"Palaces."

Fair.

Ji closed the ledger.

"I want to see it."

Lin nodded.

"Now?"

Ji looked toward the window.

No schedule.

"Yes."

The recovered household storage occupied a surviving service hall behind the eastern residential wing.

Ji had walked past it twice.

She had not known.

Or had known and refused to ask.

Both were possible.

Two attendants opened the doors.

Dust.

Wood.

Cloth.

Rows of tables.

Boxes marked with room locations.

Furniture stood against one wall.

Nothing arranged ceremonially.

No one had attempted to recreate the palace that had existed before.

Ji was grateful.

Lin remained near the entrance.

"You don't have to do everything today."

"I know."

Ji entered.

The first box belonged to her father's private study.

Writing implements.

Two document weights.

A carved seal case.

A tile set.

Ji stopped.

The tile set.

She touched the box.

"Where was this?"

"Lower cabinet."

"Complete?"

Lin checked the inventory.

"One tile missing."

Ji opened it.

Of course.

The south wind.

Her father had lost that tile years ago.

He claimed Wen stole it.

Wen claimed Mingyuan had hidden it because he was tired of losing.

Lanyin claimed both men were idiots.

Ji stared into the box.

Then laughed.

"It was already missing."

Lin looked at her.

"Should I correct the inventory?"

"Yes."

Ji picked up the brush attached to the ledger stand.

Already missing before war.

She hesitated.

Then added:

Probably Wen Shuren's fault.

Lin read over her shoulder.

"Is that archival language?"

"No."

"Should I remove it?"

Ji looked at the tile set.

"No."

Lin's mouth twitched.

"Very well."

The next table held clothing.

Mostly formal.

Some damaged.

Ji recognized one of her father's old outer robes.

Not royal.

Dark blue.

He wore it when trying to convince everyone a family evening did not count as court.

She touched the sleeve.

"Keep this."

Lin marked it.

A ceremonial robe beside it.

Gold thread.

Heavy.

Ji frowned.

"Use the fabric."

Lin looked up.

"For?"

"I don't know."

"Royal textiles are usually preserved."

"Why?"

"Historical value."

Ji considered.

"Does anyone need the entire robe?"

"That is not normally the standard."

"Then preserve enough to document it."

She lifted one sleeve.

"This could make twelve blankets."

Lin blinked.

"It is embroidered silk."

"Then unusually expensive blankets."

"Princess."

Ji laughed.

"Fine. Not blankets."

She looked around.

"But I don't want everything frozen because my parents died."

Lin became still.

Ji continued.

"Some things matter because they used them."

She touched the blue robe.

"Some things matter because they tell people something about the reign."

She looked at the ceremonial clothing.

"And some things are just things."

Lin nodded slowly.

"We can have the archive assess representative pieces."

"Then do that."

"And the rest?"

"Use what can be used."

That became the rule.

Not everything.

Not recklessly.

Not erasing history.

But not preserving a dead household so completely that the living had to walk around it forever.

The third table broke Ji anyway.

A shawl.

Folded.

Pale.

Ordinary.

She knew it before touching it.

Thirteen.

Carriage.

A long inspection journey.

Ji falling asleep somewhere on the return road and waking beneath her mother's shawl.

She had remembered it on the hill before Yunjing.

Now it existed in front of her.

Ji picked it up.

Still smelled faintly of cedar storage.

Not her mother.

She had known it wouldn't.

That hurt more than expected.

Ji pressed the cloth to her face.

No one spoke.

She stood there until breathing stopped being difficult.

Then folded it again.

"Mine."

Lin marked the ledger.

"Yes."

The next box contained things from Ji's childhood rooms.

A wooden training sword.

Two ribbons.

A broken hairpin.

Three books.

A badly painted landscape.

Ji stared.

"No."

Lin checked the label.

"What?"

"Mother kept that?"

The landscape appeared to depict either mountains in fog or several blue vegetables suffering an accident.

Ji had painted it at eight.

She remembered declaring it beautiful.

Her father had said the perspective was ambitious.

Wen had asked whether anyone survived.

Her mother had confiscated it before Ji could destroy it.

Ji held the paper.

"She actually kept it."

Lin looked.

"Is it significant?"

"No."

Ji laughed.

"No historical value whatsoever."

"Discard?"

Ji hugged it to her chest.

"Absolutely not."

Lin wrote.

Ji looked at her.

"Do not describe it."

"I need an inventory description."

"Landscape."

Lin examined it.

Ji narrowed her eyes.

"Landscape."

Lin wrote:

Painted landscape, childhood.

Ji leaned over.

"Acceptable."

They continued.

Not every object produced memory.

Most did not.

That was strangely comforting.

A cup was just a cup.

A cushion just a cushion.

Her mother's comb mattered.

An entire crate of duplicate ceremonial trays did not.

Her father's personal correspondence would be reviewed for archive value.

His old indoor shoes would not.

Ji kept those anyway.

Lin did not question it.

By midday, Ji had created four categories.

Keep.

Archive.

Use.

Why did we own this?

The fourth became unexpectedly large.

Lin held up a carved silver incense frame.

Ji stared.

"What does it do?"

"Holds incense."

"The incense holder beside it holds incense."

"Yes."

"Why were there two?"

"That one is for winter ceremonies."

Ji stared longer.

"What changes in winter?"

"The design."

Ji pointed.

"Fourth category."

Lin sighed and marked it.

By the time they stopped, Ji was exhausted.

Not physically.

The hall contained too many versions of people.

King.

Queen.

Father.

Mother.

Princess.

Child.

Public history.

Private nonsense.

She sat on a storage chest.

Lin closed the ledger.

"That was enough."

Ji nodded.

"We'll finish another day."

"Yes."

"Not tomorrow."

"No."

Ji looked at her.

"You've learned."

"I write correspondence."

Apparently that still explained everything.

They left.

Outside, Yunjing was bright.

Workers shouted from a roof.

Someone dropped something metal.

A horse objected loudly to a cart.

Ji stood in sunlight holding her mother's shawl and a terrible painting.

Life continued to lack dignity.

She was beginning to appreciate that.

Gao Fen found her after lunch.

He did not arrive with a note.

He arrived with a map.

Ji looked at it.

"No."

"This is not archive work."

"That is a map."

"Yes."

"You are Gao Fen."

"Yes."

"Therefore suspicious."

He placed it on the table.

"Four provinces."

Ji stared.

"Possibly—"

"Five."

Gao looked pleased.

"You remember."

"I regret everything."

The map showed Yunluo.

Not the court version Ji knew best.

Roads.

River crossings.

Provincial archives.

Old courier routes.

Market towns.

Smaller settlements.

Places that did not appear on royal ceremonial maps because kings rarely needed to know where three grain roads intersected beside a ferry.

Ji leaned closer.

Gao pointed.

"The first group of unresolved records concerns the eastern occupation corridor."

Ji's expression changed.

He noticed.

"We don't have to begin there."

She looked at him.

"You planned to."

"Efficiently, yes."

Ji studied the map.

Grey Willow lay along that direction.

Burned villages.

Roads she had already crossed twice.

"No."

Gao nodded.

"Then not there."

No argument.

Ji looked at him again.

"You changed."

"No."

"You just abandoned efficiency."

"I changed route order."

"For me."

"Yes."

"That seems suspiciously kind."

"Do not spread that."

Ji smiled.

"Where instead?"

Gao pointed southwest.

"Older verification disputes. Prewar land transfers, missing population rolls, several unresolved Blessed Land access records, and a cluster of archive inconsistencies that Suyin had marked before the war."

Ji looked up.

"Not Cangyuan?"

"Mostly not."

"People aren't waiting for us to solve them?"

"No."

"Nothing collapses if we take too long?"

"Almost certainly not."

"Almost?"

"Records are involved. I refuse absolutes."

Ji leaned over the map.

Southwest.

Gao's sister.

She remembered.

"Your family."

He looked at her.

"The route passes within four days."

"Within?"

"Yes."

Ji picked up the brush beside the map.

Gao watched.

She drew a small line.

Changed the route.

"Now it passes through."

He stared.

"You cannot alter an itinerary merely by drawing on the map."

"I am a princess."

"That is not how roads work."

"It is how itineraries work."

Gao examined the new line.

"It adds nearly three days."

"Do you want to see your sister?"

He stopped.

"Yes."

"Then three days."

Gao looked at the map again.

"Fine."

Ji smiled.

"See?"

"Do not become smug."

"What else?"

"The western river districts."

He pointed.

"Records displaced during flooding eleven years ago. Some were never properly reconciled after regional boundary changes."

Ji waited.

"That sounds boring."

"It is extremely important."

"Those are not mutually exclusive."

Gao ignored her.

"Then north-central Yunluo."

"Why?"

"Several settlement registers contradict tax counts by nearly twelve percent."

Ji stared.

"You've been waiting your entire life for someone to travel with you and pretend this is exciting."

"No."

"Gao."

"Possibly."

She laughed.

"And the fifth?"

He hesitated.

"Not confirmed."

"Why?"

"Because the records indicating the problem may themselves be copies of an already corrected set."

Ji considered.

"So we travel there only if the first four prove they need checking."

"Yes."

"That is reasonable."

Gao looked suspicious.

"You sound disappointed."

"I wanted the fifth province to be something dramatic."

"It is an archive discrepancy."

"Exactly."

He rolled part of the map open farther.

Ji studied it.

"Where are the places without archives?"

Gao frowned.

"Every provincial center has—"

"No."

She tapped the map.

"Places we stop because we want to."

He looked at her.

"Markets."

"Fine."

"Mountains."

"There are records in mountain monasteries."

"Gao."

He became quiet.

Ji pointed.

"I don't want this to become another march."

"It won't."

"I mean it."

"So do I."

"Then put something on the route that has no evidentiary value."

Gao stared at the map as though she had asked him to damage it.

Ji waited.

Finally, he pointed at a lake.

"There."

"What is it?"

"Lake."

"I can see that."

"There is a village on the northern shore."

"Archive?"

"Small."

Ji narrowed her eyes.

"You're cheating."

"There is also a spring festival."

"When?"

"Five weeks."

Ji blinked.

"You know that?"

"My sister complained about it in a letter."

"Why?"

"Too crowded."

Ji smiled.

"We're going."

Gao sighed.

"Probably."

Ji marked the lake.

"Definitely."

He made a pained sound.

She added another mark beside a mountain road.

"What is there?"

"Nothing."

"Perfect."

"There is certainly something."

"Not archive-related."

Gao thought.

"A tea-growing district."

Ji remembered the packet from Cangyuan.

"Add it."

Gao looked at her.

"You understand travel takes longer when one continually adds destinations."

"Yes."

"We cannot visit every place in Yunluo."

"I know."

That was different now.

Once, not doing everything felt like failure.

Now it felt like reality.

"We can visit some."

Gao nodded.

"Yes."

Ji sat back.

"When do we leave?"

"Not yet."

"How long?"

"Two weeks."

She blinked.

"Exactly?"

"Approximately."

"Why?"

"I need to finish the first Yunjing comparison set."

"Of course."

"You need time here."

Ji looked up.

"You decided that?"

"No."

Gao pointed toward the shawl folded beside her terrible landscape painting.

"You did."

Ji followed his gaze.

Fair.

"Two weeks."

"Possibly three."

"No."

"Records—"

"Two."

"Two and several days."

Ji narrowed her eyes.

Gao remained expressionless.

"Fine."

"Reasonable."

She looked at the map.

Two weeks.

Not tomorrow.

Not immediately.

A departure she could prepare for rather than flee into.

"Ma?"

Gao shook his head.

"He has work here."

Ji smiled.

"He has a desk."

"A tilted desk."

"National tragedy."

Gao rolled his eyes.

"He never intended to join the provincial route."

"I know."

Ji did.

Somehow the three of them walking west from Cangyuan had felt permanent for exactly long enough to make this slightly sad.

Not devastating.

Just change.

That evening, they told him.

Ma stared across the municipal dining table.

"You're leaving me."

Ji said:

"You work here."

"I can work elsewhere."

"Your desk."

His expression hardened.

"I am still pursuing corrective action."

Gao drank tea.

Ji looked at Ma's robes.

"You like being back."

He opened his mouth.

Stopped.

Then shrugged.

"Yes."

"That sounds terrible."

"I know people here."

He looked around.

Municipal clerks argued near the kitchen counter.

Someone called his name.

He ignored them.

"My work matters."

Ji nodded.

"Yes."

Ma looked at her.

"So does yours."

"My work appears to be following an elderly archive examiner through five provinces while preventing him from turning breakfast into evidence."

"Four."

Gao said.

Ji turned.

"Possibly five."

Gao looked betrayed.

Ma laughed.

"When?"

"Two weeks."

Gao said:

"Two and several days."

Ji stared.

Ma pointed between them.

"This is going to be unbearable."

"Yes."

"Please write."

Ji hesitated.

Then smiled.

"You want letters?"

"No. I want documentation proving he annoyed someone else."

Gao said:

"I will provide none."

"I'll write."

Ma leaned back.

"Then civilization is secure."

They ate.

Later, Ji walked home alone.

Home.

The word still caught.

Less.

The city no longer watched every time she passed.

Some people did.

Most had things to do.

A shopkeeper recognized her and bowed while continuing to stack jars.

Two children ran past without noticing.

A mason shouted at someone above him.

A dog slept in the middle of a lane and forced Ji to walk around it.

No one moved the dog for royalty.

Excellent.

At the palace, Lin Yue waited beside the residential entrance.

Ji stopped.

"Ledger?"

"No."

"Emergency?"

"No."

"Then?"

Lin held out a small object.

A tile.

Ji stared.

South wind.

She took it.

"What?"

"Found beneath a broken cabinet in the old study."

Ji looked at the tile.

Missing for years.

Found after the palace fell.

For a moment she could hear Wen.

Mingyuan.

The argument.

Her mother's verdict.

Both idiots.

Ji laughed.

Lin watched.

"So Master Wen did not steal it."

"Apparently."

"Should I correct the inventory again?"

Ji closed her fingers around the tile.

"No."

Lin waited.

Ji smiled.

"Leave that accusation intact."

Lin almost laughed.

"Historical accuracy?"

"Family accuracy."

"I see."

She did not.

That was fine.

Ji carried the south wind tile to her room.

The tile set remained in storage.

She could return this tomorrow.

Or not.

There was no urgency.

She placed it beside the blank schedule.

Then looked at the map Gao had allowed her to keep.

Four provinces.

Possibly five.

A lake.

A spring festival.

A tea district.

Gao's sister.

Roads that had nothing to do with armies.

Ji unfolded the map across the bed.

The world she knew had become very small during the war.

Yunjing.

Grey Willow.

The border.

Cangyuan.

A straight line made of loss.

This map had too many directions.

She liked that.

The Gate rested quietly behind her thoughts.

It could have carried her across those distances.

Probably faster than any road.

Ji had no intention of asking.

She wanted ferries.

Bad inns.

Markets.

Hills.

Gao complaining that some village archive had mislabeled a box thirty years ago.

She wanted to arrive places slowly enough that they became places before she left them.

Ji touched the mark beside the lake.

Five weeks until the festival.

Plenty of time.

For once, a date in the future did not feel like a deadline.

It was simply something that would happen if she kept living toward it.

She lay back beside the unfolded map.

Tomorrow had no emergency.

The next day probably would not either.

In a little over two weeks, she would leave Yunjing again.

Not because someone had been taken.

Not because an army waited.

Not because rage had made stopping impossible.

She would leave because there were roads she had never walked.

And this time, she intended to notice where they went.

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