I can't believe I'm getting married today.
It's partly cloudy on June 1st and the sun is going to set in about an hour—the weather is beautiful and perfect. Then it won't be long until I will be Mrs. Gael De Luca. I can't wait to marry the man I'm going to have a family with.
Thinking back about the past several months, I blow out a long exhale. So many things happened that almost pushed me into giving up. We've encountered so many downs and barely ups. I could've easily run away. Could've left and never looked back, but I refused to take the easy route. I can't dictate what my heart wants just as much as I can't choose who I love.
Although I believe that I had no say in my heart wanting to beat for him, I also believe that deep inside me, I didn't want to fight it. It was natural to love Gael. I don't even want to imagine what my life would be had I given up on us. I would've missed out on this wonderful feeling in my chest whenever I think about him and what our future holds.
