"He went back to look for you but couldn't find you, and then Han Litong committed suicide. It was probably at that time that he truly felt indebted to her. If he had explained things clearly to her, maybe he wouldn't have harmed you, and maybe Han Litong wouldn't have resorted to suicide. But there are no ifs. He didn't explain because he knew Han Litong didn't love him. He couldn't bear to let Emperor Qin ruin her, but perhaps, in Han Litong's heart, he wasn't the person she hoped for either."
"He exchanged his life for Han Litong's, partly to repay a debt, but mostly out of guilt towards you." Su Yu looked at Han Jing: "Jing'er, if Little Junior Uncle were still alive, he would surely like you very much."
Han Jing remained silent. She couldn't help but wonder, if Fengxi hadn't died back then, would he have tried his best to find her and treat her well? But there are no ifs.
