Chapter 387 Letting go of you!
East: Open sea
Gona:
Lying in bed as I'm off on my assigned destination from my boss, gazing up at the ceiling, I think to myself aloud, I feel Slazer on the getting even with Zorga...but I'm really still hung up on losing Teco.
Swishing over to my right side with my right hand under my pillow and my left pressed on the mattress, closing my eyes as I allow my mind to ease and try to fill the boats swaying.
Still letting it all just come from my heart about my feelings in this current moment, I say, I have to get over this...my emotions need to be in check because when I fight who ever on Zorga's side, they won't hold back.
With my eyes still closed as water fills them, salty slow drops slide down my face, wetting up my pillow...gripping the bed with my free left, I say with an ache of sadness but making this my testimony to let it go.
Opening my eyes as I just blanky stare at a red heart shaped necklace that Teco got me long ago, rising from the fluffy bed, only taking two steps as I'm right on the dresser with the jewelry placed on it.
Placing my left hand on the smooth exterior of the pendant, I state with full love and finally coming to grips, Teco...I'm finally letting you go...because there's no way to bring you back but I do know this...you may not be here with me in a physical sense but your essence still and will always remain in my heart and this necklace you gave me.
Guide me and give me strength on this journey and I love you.
End of Chapter 387