Matthew left with Jayden to buy dinner. I was left alone with Benjamin. I wasn't really close to him but he was the father I knew when I grew up. It was still awkward for me and I know it was the same for him.
We were both quiet at first, glancing at each other from time to time. I sighed deeply and started to open up a conversation.
"Dad, are you still mad with mom?" I asked.
He stared at me surprised then smiled a little.
"I'm not really mad at her. It was more like I was mad with myself. I thought she was happy with me because I showered her with all the things that money can buy. But in the end, she didn't really need all of them. She was looking for something else and I failed to see that." He answered in a sad tone.
I'm not sure what I should feel for him. He loved mom but his interpretation of love was different. He thought mom would love him in return because of his money, that if he would give him clothes, jewelries and all those material things, she would be happy.
