Divi's pov:
i opened my eyes to see darkness, i stood up and started walking, i couldn't see anything i was just walking in a straight line, the more i step the more i hear whispers and it's getting louder and louder ,these voices i knew them but i couldn't here what they were saying," it's all your fault," with ceci's voice that phrase feels like knife in my heart," my life was better of without you," Emy, baby, " why didn't you look for us?" ,"you hurted us, destroyed our life," " how could you do so?" " didn't you love us?"
" why did you abandoned us, ma," i got so scared i got on my knees closing my ears trying to stop the voices , i felt a touch on my shoulder i looked around to see my daughters i hugged them tightly, " ma, why did you leave us ?" ceci said,
" no i didn't leave you you left me," i said letting go from the hug," but if you loved us you will look for us we are your babies, how could you ignore us ?" Emy said," i couldn't look for you , i didn't have the powers to ...." i added," STOP saying that to your self, if you wanted to, if you ever thought of us as your own children, you would have looked and found us, but you abandoned us ,ma" ceci said, " love, i swear i wanted to find you, but.. " i said trying to hug them before Emy cut me screaming," BUT, what ma? why ? why? why?..." i held my ears feeling pain , i couldn't take it anymore," please stop, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, i didn't mean to leave you , I'm coward , i was so scared , i couldn't just go to look for you , i couldn't bring myself to do so , i could have found you sooner, i should have done it, but I'm coward, I'm sorry for not being your mother when you needed me the most, i'm....." i held my chest, and cried until i heard " look up, ma," i rised my head up to the looks of disappointment on my daughters face, i couldn't take it , it's a freaking nightmare.
i woke up to see my daughter in my arms, sleeping calmly , i looked from the window, it's the next morning, i held my baby and put her to bed, i removed my ring and put it on her finger, it saves a life a day, she'll need it more today, i took the body and put it in the closet, first time hiding a murderer , i cleaned myself and wrote a note to my baby to never leave the room, i noticed that the body turned into wood after a while, so i figured that it was a doll that looks and acts like humans until a while after they die, i took a knife with me for protection, and went to the garden, in my past life i learned a little about poisonous and venomous plants and roses , it was a subject for my research in school, that nightmare made me realize how much useless i was, i wanted to meet my kids, but i didn't nothing to make that dream come true, even now ,i'm still counting on Rio , i need to to something, even if it meant to get my hands dirty i would, i created a potion, crystal clear , with no smell, i put it on the knife , the white castle is a large palace ,a lot of rooms not including the basement , i won't find sidar if i looked through every one and each of those rooms, i tried going outside of the castle and i did, which means Rio didn't put a shield, and there's hints of a fight around here , but not too obvious, in the middle of air maybe, so i went to the basement, every villain seems to put the people they don't want you to find in the easiest place to enter, i saw a door on the floor when we flew before, so i went there and opened it ,it's dark down stairs, i went in and a cold wind hit my spine, my heart was beating fast as i got closer to some light, it's a small candle , i went to hold it but i think i stepped on something, rather someone's thing , i held the light and pointed it at the thing and as i thought, bones, i hate my life why did i get down here, i wish Rio was here, i would have grabbed him and closed my eyes while following him, i miss him already, i looked around to see a table with black blood all over it , i got closer to see a black bag on the floor i picked it up and as soon as I looked up i saw him , my eyes burned as i cried, i held his head , i hugged it, not realizing I'm pulling way too hard that he fell on me , covering me, he felt like a cold block of ice , making me realize the fact that my lover is dead , why the hell did i wish that .