As many of you know, I've talked alot about my sister and my brother-in-law and how they practically raised me and how they are sometimes inspirations for my writing. Well about 2 weeks ago my sister was admitted to the hospital and the family was given grave news. My loving sister, much like a mother to me, was diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia or ALL. I announced a hiatus for my mental health initially, but that was before this devastating news was shared. Now, I have only a single chapter in reserve and no plans to continue with the current arc I was planning because of how hard this has been on me. I cannot fathom writing more R18 chapters when my sister suffers week after week of grueling chemotherapy sessions and frequent platelet transfusions. I'm not even sure if I can continue writing at all, but maybe just maybe, if it will help me take my mind off dwelling on all the negative intrusive thoughts that want to overwhelm me, I might be back, but no promises on if or when that may be. I'll upload Chapter 131, but the intended second part will probably not happen so a cliffhanger ending and your imagination will have to suffice for the spicy scene that was written what feels like a lifetime ago now.
— Sincerely, SimMermaid.
