When she first arrived in her body, she hadn't figured out what was going on.
Her body was constantly abused, jumping into river waters even in the dead of winter, each time leaving her half dead.
Later, she understood that there was someone else in her body. She tried to negotiate more than once, hoping that she could calm down and find a solution together, instead of waiting for the right moment to seize control and commit suicide, but Feng Nianian never listened.
She couldn't even count the times she tried to kill herself.
She ended up forcing the entire Beidu to see her as a lunatic, alienating all her family.
"I can't completely explain it; just be careful in the future." After all, Feng Nianian and Xiu Xi are cousins, and Xiu Xi is on good terms with Jiaojiao, so there's bound to be many chances to meet in the future.
