Gu Xiaonuan doesn't want to force anyone, even if this person has caused her significant harm.
Gu Xiaonuan has forgotten the past, so she naturally won't hold grudges against Si Yuchen anymore.
If she continues to harp on about things with Si Yuchen, setting aside other matters, even in her normal life, Gu Xiaonuan would lose a lot of happiness.
As long as their doesn't change their mind, maintaining the current situation seems the best way forward, though it may not actually be the best.
Since Li Lu came to Si Yuchen's home, Gu Xiaonuan's feelings inside have undergone considerable changes.
It's not that she planned to express her stance to Si Yuchen from the start. It's just that now, she feels she has no choice but to do so. If she doesn't, who else can make her understand this conflicting feeling?
Because the inner conflict is so great, it leads to the current state where she goes on with it, not knowing what to do with these emotions.
