Gu Qingyuan wants to resolve his inner worries and hidden dangers, but he needs an opportunity to do so.
If he doesn't even have the opportunity, then he should ponder why Shen Biran isn't willing to give him even that chance. There must be a reason.
Gu Qingyuan found a reason for himself, but such a reason isn't enough to catch Shen Biran's attention, nor enough for Shen Biran to forgive him.
Forgiving someone is probably not that easy, especially since Gu Qingyuan has made so many wrong decisions, which is precisely why Shen Biran cannot forgive him.
If he could forgive Shen Biran, then he wouldn't be himself.
Moreover, it is precisely for this reason that he finds it laughable. If possible, why do it?
And in this situation, no matter how others think, Gu Qingyuan does not intend to say more.
If Gu Qingyuan insists on doing so, there's a reason, but he must be prepared to pay a painful price.
