Shen Biran will never forget how, after Gu Qingyuan promised her so much happiness, he also gave her such disappointment.
Once you feel disappointed in someone, there's no other thought left.
Disappointment might just encapsulate all thoughts about this person, and there's really no need to consider more. After all, with everything that's happened, there's no point in wasting time on a relationship that never truly existed.
Their relationship now seems far less than what it once was.
They don't have a foundation of trust in their relationship, because if this relationship were trustworthy, then they wouldn't be who they are.
Because trust could not be established, Gu Qingyuan tried to draw Shen Biran's attention in this manner, making her understand just how much he regrets it, and want to convey that he seeks her forgiveness through this incident.
As long as Shen Biran can forgive him, Gu Qingyuan is willing to pay even with his life.
