For a long time, I kept asking myself deep inside, am I truly happy? Even if they say they'll come back to me, I still have to live my life.
"Yichen, Dad knows that my abandoning you has caused you indelible harm, but do you know? If it weren't for being abandoned by your father, how could you have the happy life you have now? I know some things can't be explained in a few words, but I hope you can trust your biological father this time. We never intended to completely abandon you, in our hearts, you have always been our precious son. As parents, it's impossible not to love your child, to shut you out again and again, to disown you time and again as my biological son. Do you know how conflicted and painful it is in our hearts? We silently shed tears each time, but you? You've reached the pinnacle of life, heights others can't even dream of in a lifetime. Don't you feel happy?"
