"Actually, when he left me initially, I never imagined I would pay such a heavy price. To me, he would never leave me, yet no one knew he would depart so resolutely."
Now, in Zhang Ni's heart, Zhang Yichen is just a selfish father. The result of his selfishness has been achieved, sacrificing family for his own goals, hurting those closest to him.
He thinks his father is terrifying, willing to consider only his own interests instead of his family's. For his own benefit, he harms everyone around him.
Now, he no longer understands the purpose of his actions. Maybe what he's done hurts those who love him most, but he seems not to care anymore. Even so, he's still doing whatever he pleases, having abandoned his entire family. He ignores every word from everyone in the family. He's no longer the father he used to be; he's changed, becoming completely different, becoming ruthless and unfeeling. Is he really still my father? Why is he living like this now?
