I poured all my feelings into you, did you ever know all my sincerity?
"Child, do you know? The most important thing in a marriage is loyalty. Without loyalty, the marriage will soon break down. I once forgot what loyalty was, didn't understand what it truly meant, and hurt the one who loved me the most. It's my biggest regret in life. Time and again, I've made decisions that hurt those who love me the most. Why can't I keep those who love me by my side, always pushing them away, forcing them out of my life? My heart aches so much, sometimes I feel numb. I don't know what kind of life I want. I don't know who exactly I want to love. I just know I miss him very much, even in these years with your father, I still miss him.
You might think I'm being fickle as a mother, disloyal to my husband. But do you know? He loved me so much, gave up his whole world for me. I am not heartless, I am not unaware, how could I wish for things to turn out this way?
