Many times, it's not that you don't want to speak, but rather you don't even know where to start.
Zhao Jing feels her husband is really very foolish, no matter how far she's gone, why does he still choose to stay together with her? Is she really worth so much of his love? Hurting her again and again, yet she doesn't care about the harm she's done to him, instead, he loves her even more intensely. Is what she's doing right or wrong? For a man who no longer has any ties to her, she's abandoned her family, leaving everyone in her home deeply doubtful, and questioning what she truly wants out of this life? Who knows how painful her existence really is, how sorrowful?
