I've had so many unrealistic thoughts before, and I never imagined that everything I did would lead to this kind of ending. More than anyone, I wanted this family to live a happy life.
"You think I don't want that? All these years I've been testing myself, trying to give you up, forget you, not keep you in my heart anymore. But I've never been able to forget you. Do you have any idea how desperate that feels? I also wanted to start a new life, but your shadow, your smiling face, wander through my mind every single day. I have no way to make that disappear.
For you, I've waited all these years. And you? You got married early, had a child, but I don't mind. All I want is to have you!"
