How many times have I wanted to know everything, yet in the end, I never found the answer? Did I ever give up? No, perhaps deep down this is what I truly want.
In fact, Zhang Zhentian understands very well that if he misses this opportunity, he might completely lose the woman he loves most. However, he has no way to face everything, and he has no reason to salvage it.
All of this boils down to my own mistakes. In the end, I hurt the woman I love most, and personally abandoned her.
He is fully aware that once certain mistakes occur, there is no chance to make amends. Moreover, once some mistakes become a certainty, no one will allow them to continue. He knows this well, and that's why the pain in his heart is even greater. Although his mistakes might not be the main cause, he has to take responsibility for all errors, because he wishes his wife to see him differently, he must show the responsibility a man should have.
