I've traversed thousands of miles of mountains and rivers, even if they're a departure with no return, yet I still can't let go of a lifetime's worth of concern.
Chen Gang listened to Ran Zhihan say these words to him. Only now did he finally understand why he was never able to be with the woman he loved most for a lifetime, why no matter how much he gave, he couldn't see his true and sincere love for her in her eyes. It turns out the problem really arose here. If he hadn't used him the day he chose to return to the country, hadn't harbored other intentions towards him, and had sincerely blessed her, would the outcome have been different?
Or if back then he hadn't thought of himself as unworthy, choosing to go abroad for further studies, would he not have lost the opportunity to pursue her? Would he not have let the woman he loved most leave his side and find no way in this lifetime to bring her back to him? Everything turned out to be his fault.
