I am willing to lose myself in the vastness of the world, but I am unwilling to let myself experience all the pain.
"In fact, what you're doing is really meaningless. Even if you do this, my heart won't love you like it used to. The love I had for you disappeared the day you gave up on me, it was abandoned by you. So why are you telling me now that you regret it? Do you really think that forcing me to stay by your side will make you happy? Do you think I would be happy staying by your side? If in your heart you still have a trace of love for me, then I hope you can consider it for my sake, and don't forcibly keep me by your side. It would be a kind of pain for me. I feel there's no love being with you anymore, and a marriage without love cannot be happy. You know it, by forcibly keeping me by your side, not only will you not be happy, but we will both be covered in wounds."
