All feelings are earned through hard work, not just given casually.
"I used to be too excessive, that's why I did such excessive things. How could I treat you all like this? He is supposed to be my future father-in-law and mother-in-law. If I treat him like this, if you don't want to be with me anymore, what should I do? I'm just like this, foolishly making my most beloved angry. I always tend to push away those who care about me..."
