How agonizing is it for someone who's fallen in love?
"None of you can begin to imagine what it was like, that last time I held him in my arms. I took advantage of that moment when the night grew so unbearably dark, and I remembered what it felt like to cradle him against my chest. Those memories from back then are something I hardly dare to touch; once I touch them, all I can do is silently endure the pain buried deep in my heart. When I held his hand, I never wanted to let go, yet I still let go in the end, because I knew that one day I would have no choice—on that final day, I would still be forced to choose to release his hand. In my world, what I wanted was for him to have a calm and steady life, but that kind of love was far, far beyond my reach, and I was incapable of giving it."
Now everyone regrets their past. Each of us can clearly see what kind of hurt we once brought upon our own family.
