One's youth is so fleeting, rather than getting tangled in so many worries, it's better to live freely.
"Zhentian, deep down you surely know that some things cannot be forgotten so easily. Just as the things I did to you today, the words I spoke, you think you can brush them off indifferently. But truly, does it not trouble you inside at all? Does your heart really not ache at all?
I believe your heart aches too, because you're a man, and a man's dignity wants his wife to be free from the thoughts of anyone else. You don't want your wife's heart to have another man, especially when that man isn't you. It's such a great insult for you.
All these years, I have seen your genuine feelings for me, yet I have always chosen to ignore them, overlooking your sincerity. Even your heartfelt words, I turned a deaf ear to them. I know this is incredibly unfair to you, but I have no choice but to resist in this way. Maybe this is the only way for you to gradually let go of me.
