When I open that thick diary, perhaps you will discover that during that time, in pursuit of forgiveness from the family, every day was such a torment.
After Zhang Zhentian was discharged from the hospital, he immediately returned to his home. He knew that this time, no matter what, he had to face everything. Reality, whether cruel or not, whether it brings a satisfactory answer, he must choose to go back. If one keeps escaping time after time, what it ultimately brings to oneself, no one knows. If he chooses to escape, then in the end, whether the result is good or bad, he has no way of knowing. What can he truly gain in this world? If he repeatedly loses his family, then he really has nothing at all.
Xia Jing knew that deep down her husband's feelings were truly complex, but he also didn't know how to speak about such matters.
