“No… I won't.”
“Oh, petal, I wasn't asking. You WILL marry me.”
****

Dr. Kiyomi, a neurosurgeon rogue lycan, lives in & never leaves the human hospital— the safest place for her. That’s until a high-profile mafia surgery goes wrong and she’s blamed for it despite being on leave. 

Suddenly the limelight is on her, forcing her rare last name back into the memories of people who have long wanted her dead — the Bogdan Lycans. As if that isn't enough, the Ivanov Russian mob is after her with vengeance in their hearts. 

Scared, Kiyomi leaves the hospital pretending to be a night-shift male nurse — which works, only for her to be kidnapped at the hospital’s entrance, by the cruel lycan queen’s guards who drag her to the queen Sakura’s human home.
— — — 
Sakura Watanabe; the soulless crazy queen known to screw up everyone for fun. She ruins everything she touches and sucks the life out of everyone around her. She is bad, cruel, and a menace who does whatever she wants, however, and whenever she wants it.

When she hears of Dr. Kiyomi’s misfortunes, she is curious to see what will make that lycan break, and orders that Kiyomi be brought to her, so she can sign the infamous Sakura contract that always leaves the signee dead, dead and dead. 

What Sakura doesn't factor in is the fact that the woman who walks through her door is her soulmate. And even worse is the desire she gets to protect Kiyomi. Not one to relent in the hands of fate, Sakura forces Kiyomi to sign the oppressive contract.

What happens when Sakura's heart starts beating for Kiyomi, and she goes after everyone who hurt her soulmate? Will she cancel the contract and embrace love, or will she stay the stoic soulless queen with nothing to live for?

And even better, how long can Sakura fight fate?

"So, what are you planning to do now?" Tsuki asked like she hadn't just scared the woman out of her mind.


"I am planning nothing. Look around you, Tsu. Everyone is either hurt or healing. I may have put some of them here, and still went ahead to be their consort. What the fuck is that even supposed to make me then?" Kiyomi asked.


It was like she couldn't believe she had gotten to this point in her life when she was questioning her service to the kingdom and beyond. It was something that terrified her to a weird extent.


Because the same hands that she used to hold scalpels in the operating rooms were the same hands that she used to snuff life out of people, not to mention the way that they all had ignored that part of her life, like it was what they were supposed to do.


Kiyomi hated self-pity more than anything in the world, but then what else was she left with when she didn't even have her sister?


"No, you didn't," Tsuki said, and Kiyomi sighed.


Chapter 477 - And When I Missed You, The Skies Fell