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Chapter 57 - – Belonging To Neither.

The Cristiane Empire and the Royveline Kingdom had been bound to one another for generations, their relationship shaped not by sentiment, but by geography and necessity.

Royveline lay along Cristiane's western frontier, bordered by high mountain ridges to the north and broad, open plains to the south—land that larger empires had long eyed with quiet hunger.

Royveline was not a dominant power that rivaled Cristiane's vast reach, yet neither was it a fragile state easily overshadowed.

It had survived where many others had not, relying on tradition, restraint, and a clear understanding of its own limits.

Cristiane, vast and far-reaching, had little desire to extend its rule across that border. What the empire valued was a calm border. As long as Royveline remained steady, Cristiane could focus its attention elsewhere, free from unrest along the west.

Marriage, therefore, became the foundation of their diplomacy.

For decades, these two had maintained their relationship through marriage alliances. These unions were not born of conquest or submission, but of necessity and mutual understanding.

Royveline gained the shadow of Cristiane's power at its back, protection against being slowly absorbed by stronger neighbors to the south and east. Cristiane, in turn, secured a loyal neighbor that kept its western border calm and predictable.

In time, political necessity softened into familiarity, and familiarity into something resembling friendship.

But years have a way of thinning even long-held ties.

As years passed, priorities shifted within Cristiane. Trade routes changed, interests turned inward, and the exchanges between the two courts grew fewer. Letters became formal. Visits shortened.

What had once been familiar became distant, and what had been distant became merely formal.

Still, neither side wished to be the first to sever what had lasted so long.

So when the moment came—when ties threatened to thin beyond repair— Royveline once again offered what it always had, a prince of its royal blood.

The late emperor consort was sent to Cristiane and became the Empress's consort, his marriage meant to renew what had begun to fade.

For a while, it worked.

Peace held. Trade moved freely. The two courts treated one another with care and courtesy.

But his death fractured that harmony.

With the Emperor consort gone, the warmth between Cristiane and Royveline once again cooled to formality. The Empress withdrew, severing personal ties and reducing the relationship to inked agreements and formal correspondence.

Royveline, ever cautious, did not press its grief or its claims. It could not afford to provoke an empire whose protection it still quietly depended upon.

The loss of their prince was mourned deeply and what followed only deepened the wound.

When the Princess was removed from Cristiane's royal genealogy and recorded instead under Royveline's name, the decision shocked the Royveline court.

They opposed it at first, fully aware of what such a record meant. To place her name within Royveline's lineage was to distance her from Cristiane's throne and leave her standing on uncertain ground.

But the Empress did not waver.

And Royveline, confused and unwilling to strain what little peace remained, eventually yielded.

From that moment on, the Princess existed in an uncertain space between the two powers. To Cristiane, she was acknowledged but not fully claimed. To Royveline, she was blood—but distant, untouchable, and wrapped in silence.

Neither kingdom spoke openly of the matter.

Neither forgot.

Astra stood as a quiet reminder of a bond once formed in hope, later shaped by loss, and never truly resolved.

And so Astra grew up caught between two powers—connected to both, yet belonging completely to neither.

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The room was silent after Cassia finished speaking. Each of the six absorbed the news in their own way. Gerald stared at the floor, processing what he had just heard.

Ella's eyes widened, her composure faltering for a moment. Lora clenched her fists, confused and concerned. Lily's mouth opened, but no words came.

Cassia let out a soft sigh, her mind drifting back to the past—the newborn princess, the Nanny's whispered instructions, and the Empress's cold disdain. She shook her head, as if carrying the weight of those memories still.

Astra remained seated, her posture serene, hands folded lightly upon her lap. Her gaze, calm and unwavering, swept over each of them, as if weighing the measure of their surprise.

Her lips curved faintly, almost imperceptibly, though no warmth reached her eyes.

Astra: "You are troubled by words that need not alarm you. Titles and records are but ink upon parchment."

A silence lingered for a moment after Astra's words, the room heavy with thought. Then, unexpectedly, it was Claire who spoke, her voice calm but carrying quiet curiosity.

Claire: "And… what does any of this... have to do with... Marchioness Eldridge and... the Valentine Duchy?"

The others turned toward her, some surprised that it had not been Lily, the ever curious one who asked. Astra's gaze shifted slightly, meeting Claire's with the same serenity that marked her every expression.

Claire's own thoughts, however, betrayed no interest in titles or genealogy. To her, it mattered little whether Astra was a princess of Cristiane or Royveline—or even a commoner. What mattered was far simpler, and far more profound.

She remembered the first time Astra had spoken to her, the first moment she had been acknowledged as more than a cursed existence, more than someone to be overlooked.

When the world had turned cold and cruel, when doors had closed and everyone abandoned her, Astra had seen value in her. She had been chosen, not as a servant, not as a pawn, but as a guardian.

That act alone had shaped Claire's world. In her darkness, Astra had become light—steady, unyielding, and unwavering. She had become the anchor to which Claire clung, the purpose that had given her strength to move forward.

So when Claire asked about the Duchy and the Marchioness, it was not out of concern for power or politics. It was simple curiosity—an attempt to understand the wider world surrounding the person who had given her life meaning.

The blood of a princess, the tangled lines of royal marriages, the quiet calculations behind alliances—none of it mattered to her. What mattered was the person who had saved her from nothingness, who had turned her life without purpose into one with meaning.

After all, those things had never reached out to her when she had been abandoned. They had never offered her a name, a place, or a reason to live. Only one person had.

Claire lifted her gaze to Astra.

Sunlight streamed through the tall windows, falling gently across Astra's features, illuminating her just as it had on that first day—the day Astra had given her a name, the day she had told her she belonged, that she was one of her people. The memory was vivid, untouched by time.

It had been the first time someone had looked upon her without contempt, without revulsion, without flinching at the sight of her black hair.

She remembered those calm eyes—clear and steady, like still water untouched by any ripple. They had looked upon her not as something strange or cursed, but as if she were no different from anyone else.

In that quiet gaze, she was not an anomaly or a burden. She was simply… normal.

Claire felt her chest tighten, not with fear, but with something steady and anchoring.

And in that moment, Claire understood it with absolute clarity.

In a world that was dark, cold, and unrelenting, this person was her light.

Her only light of salvation.

Astra regarded Claire for a long moment, her gaze steady and unreadable. Then she inclined her head, just slightly.

"It indeed has nothing to do with them," she said at last, her voice even and composed.

A brief silence followed before she continued. "The problem lies elsewhere. They do not know this truth. To them, I still possess a claim to the throne."

Her eyes lowered, not in hesitation, but in calm reflection.

"The Empress cherishes the Second Princess as one would a treasured jewel. No one at court is blind. They know well where favor lies, and so they know whom it is safest to support."

"But the banquet disrupted that balance."

Her gaze lifted once more, clear and unwavering. "I was quiet before. I kept to myself. Now that I have begun to speak, I have drawn attention."

"Now they wish to test me. To weigh my worth… and my intentions."

Ella hesitated before speaking, her voice unusually careful.

"Then… are you going, Your Highness?"

Astra turned her gaze to her, calm and assessing.

"What do you think?"

The question was neither sharp nor unkind. It was simply placed there, waiting.

Ella paused. Her eyes shifted briefly, considering the layers beneath the words. Then she fell silent, understanding dawning too late to be spoken.

Cassia, however, did not hesitate.

"Her Highness is unwell," she said evenly. "She will be unable to attend any forthcoming gathering."

Her tone was precise, practiced—the voice of someone who understood not only the answer, but the necessity of it.

Astra did not correct her.

She merely inclined her head, the faintest acknowledgment, as the matter was settled without further need for words.

Astra lowered her gaze, lashes casting a faint shadow across her eyes.

So that was how they saw her.

Did they truly think i was some kind of piece on a board—something they could summon, test, and discard at will? That they could simply reach out and pull me into their schemes whenever it suited them?

Astra turned her gaze toward the window, to the vast stretch of sky beyond the glass.

She had remained silent for years, allowed assumptions to settle where truth was never offered. And now, because she had spoken once, because she had stepped into view, they believed they had the right to measure her worth.

Astra's expression did not change.

If they wished to test her, then they would do so on her terms—not because she was summoned, not because she was expected to comply, but because she chose when and how she would be seen.

For now, silence would serve her better than obedience.

The truth is, she has no interest in the throne—she's far too indifferent to entertain their mind games just for it.

And so, four years passed in quiet seclusion.

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