Ever since returning from the south, after experiencing life and death with Zhao Junyao,
perhaps feelings have changed, or perhaps for other reasons.
She has grown increasingly indifferent to the women in the harem.
She is too lazy to call them for greetings, and doesn't even want to see them.
In her heart, she just wants to avoid them, out of sight, out of mind.
She's even more reluctant to manage palace affairs. Even after being back for quite some time, she hasn't seriously talked about taking things back. The affairs are still managed by the four consorts.
In short,
she is desperately trying to ignore their existence.
She just wants to retreat to Duanning Palace, living in a world with only him, her, and the children.
As long as he still comes, as long as his heart remains, she's willing to weave a beautiful dream for herself that includes only them.
Even though it's ridiculous, even though it's impossible.
