"Komada."
A familiar voice spoke out to me from behind.
A voice that I've never heard before yet I don't question why she knew my name.
"You've always been like this."
Huh?
As I stared at her face, I couldn't help but feel this sense of longing.
It was like seeing an old friend.
A friend that... I want to desperately remember but my mind doesn't allow me to.
"But why does it feel so upsetting?"
Her hands clenched harder as she spoke to me.
Her eyes that shined blue couldn't meet mine.
"I don't know how to accept that you're gone."
... I felt my heart sting
"And I don't want to."
Yet it calmed down as it heard these words.
Because she started to look at me again.
This face that I've never seen before, tells me that that's not true.
I have seen how this face smiles when I talk to it.
I've seen it cry, rage and pout.
"Please... if you're still in there Komada, come back to me."
A hug that I couldn't resist.
A hug that comforted me because it was this body doing it.
"I love you."
Words never heard before, yet I could relate to it all too well.