He felt that if he truly wanted to be together with the other person, he must take some substantial actions and behavior.
Well, he didn't want Hua Xiaomo to be embarrassed, nor did he want Hua Xiaomo to feel difficult, but many times, things happen even if you don't want them to.
He hoped to love Hua Xiaomo well, and also hoped to take care of her and her daughter, but Hua Xiaomo's repeated rejections made him feel uncomfortable and sad. He didn't want this to continue. He hoped Hua Xiaomo could give him a commitment, hoped Hua Xiaomo could love him, and hoped they could both be happy.
Alright, such a simple wish is so difficult to fulfill. She really didn't want this, and he hoped that many times they could achieve a kind of release from the soul, hoped they could truly love each other and both attain happiness!
