Be strong and brave, and face life with all of your strength. I wonder from whom I heard these. Looking back on my life, I could see no one would have even put this much strength into it as I did and stayed strong like me. I wonder why I have been suffering so much for so long. I just wish for happiness for once in my life. Is this wish even hard to grant? Why does everyone around me only wish for my demise? What if I leave this world? Will everyone be happy if I am gone? I only wish for happiness for once, but gloom surrounds me, engulfing me and making me breathe hard. I felt like I was suffocating. I felt like suffocating. I felt like giving up. Yet I wonder from where I get the strength to stand up on my feet once again and be ready to be tormented again after waking up every morning.

Regret in shadow : our love rekindle