Katherine had read about the backdoor experience before this. She hadn't needed to look far—most of the books were already in her own library—though she had quietly asked a few close friends she preferred not to name.
They had all told her the same things: prepare, loosen, use oil. She had done all of that, and now she lay there, eager to experience it for the first time. She had only ever read and heard about it—some said it was amazing, others said they couldn't wait for it to end. She had no intention of being the latter.
Cassian couldn't wait to make her love it. Even though he was eager to feel her tightness, he didn't want to rush and risk hurting her or making her hate the experience, so he moved slowly, pressing forward and letting her body stretch around the head of him. Even after all the preparation it was still narrow, forcing him to take his time as Ravees watched closely, studying every reaction on Katherine's face.
