Hey, hey!
How have you all been?
Good, I hope!
Me?
I have been doing kinda shitty, honestly, lol.
But such is life, and these speed bumps will pass, just as they always do.
I hope that all of you have been as happy and healthy as possible.
Despite the negative things that have popped up this year, I am and will continue to do my best to be and stay as positive as possible.
That is my resolution, and I will stick to it.
Good energy goes around just as much as bad energy, and I am choosing to take in as circulate as much positive energy as I possibly can, you know?
With that being said, I will let you all get to what you've come for.
2026 is going okay thus far, Kid.
Maybe, just maybe, this will be the year that you...
Well, you know.
We will see, won't we?
I will see you all back here soon enough, yeah
Enjoy!
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September 9th. 2013.
Journal #088.
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I broke the biggest rule that could ever be broken, and I just now realized it.
Rule #01 in life:
Never fall in love with someone who loves someone.
Lol...
Idiot.
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This is a simple one, and I still stand by that rule, you know?
It is kind of crazy how I was quite literally telling one of my best friends this very same thing as a matter of advice.
Hmm.
The irony.
I had definitely broken that rule, and it was far too late for me to do anything about it.
I should have stepped back and let her be.
I should have had better control over my mind and emotions.
I should have listened to MYSELF.
I should have LISTENED to myself.
I SHOULD have listened to myself.
It is often easy to look back and see the things that we did wrong, and to take note of what not to do in the future.
It is not always easy to learn from one's mistakes and avoid repeating the patterns that we have set.
It is hardest to simply listen to what our mind is telling us, when our hearts are saying something very to the contrary.
Hmm.
Be wary, folks.
Our hearts are often the culprit of our pain and suffering.
Our mind is the key to avoiding that pain and suffering.
We just have to look back briefly and remember what did not work.
Remember one thing above all else:
You can't move forward by looking back.
Learn what you need to, and keep moving.
This life is too short to be unhappy and uneducated lol.
I will see you all back here soon enough, yeah?
Safe travels, Folks.
And if you are in the northern part of the Divided States of America, as I am, please stay warm as you move around, OR just stay home!
LBVS!
See you all in the next one!
And as always:
Stay safe.
Stay healthy.
Stay vigilant.
-Bluu.