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Chapter 4 - O.J.M. V01. Chapter 3. "God will help."

Love was always something that was a BIG and important part of my existence back then, as it very much is these days. But man, I was a cringy kid lol. 

Okay, okay. I was a QUIXOTIC kid, lbvs.

You'll see what I mean soon enough.

You'll roll your eyes like I did lol.

Enjoy.

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Ajournal entry: August 19th, 2004.

8 months into 15 years old.

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Today was actually a good day, and I have been having a pretty good knight to.

*I had some weird habit of using knight with a 'k' in place of the normal night lol.

I talked to *XXXXX for a good two hours!

It was actually pretty interesting!

I don't know why I ever doubted our relationship.

I know she loves me, and I love her too. I hope we can have a good future together through good and bad. I will always love her, and hopefully her the same for me. 

I WANT to marry her.

I WANT to be with her in my future life...

And I WANT us to share a child

But I KNOW it will be hard for us...

But I KNOW we will make it because God will help us along the way.

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Hmm.

Lort have merbies...

Listen...

I was a 15.5-year-old kid.

Give me a break.

I was KNEE-DEEP, I tell you! 

My emotions were on 10/10

Alicia Keys had just dropped "My Boo"

JoJo dropped "Get out."

And Mario Winans dropped "I don't wanna know"

It was a hard and pubescent time for me, folks!

Don't judge me.

Half of you were singing Backstreet Boys back then lol. 

I was an N'SYNC fan. 

See you soon, folks.

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