If the original dreams and the current reality cannot be well integrated, would they still make such a decision? If they were never the same person from beginning to end, would they still yearn like this?
In fact, what they give and what they receive are never proportional. In fact, everything they do is without a trace! Perhaps from beginning to end, everything they do cannot let them know what is true and what is false, but at least they have made an effort, isn't that so?
The choice between life and death is so unusual; no one knows exactly for what reason, and what ultimately makes them choose death over life? They only know that whether it is life or death, they cannot make the choice.
They are willing to give for their own things, willing to miss their own things, willing to give everything for their own things, but cannot give for others.
