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Chapter 50 - Chapter 50: Pretending to be someone else

The vast shooting hall felt entirely different to Willy's senses the moment his boots walked into the space today, carrying the profound knowledge that his hands didn't have to prove a single thing to the judges.

That fresh realization sat somewhat strangely in his chest, half an overwhelming relief, half a vague sense of unease. His own path was already fully cleared. His official place in the summer finals stood securely locked in, his elite national ranking entirely unquestioned by the federation. The heavy pressure that usually coiled itself tight around his ribs before the start of every intense training session was... much quieter now. It hadn't vanished from his body completely, but it had beautifully shifted its weight.

Today wasn't about his own targets at all.

Today belonged entirely to Tim.

Tim stood quietly near the equipment lockers, methodically checking his personal gear with calm, deliberate movements of his long fingers. His handsome expression was completely focused but entirely unreadable to the passing athletes, a protective mask his face knew how to wear exceptionally well. Willy, however, knew his husband far too intimately to be fooled by the surface; his eyes easily caught the faint, tight tension in Tim's broad shoulders and the way his lungs exhaled a fraction too slowly into the room.

Willy approached his lane without uttering a single word, gracefully resting his palm gently against the small of Tim's back to offer his warmth.

Tim startled slightly at the sudden touch, but his muscles relaxed instantly the exact microsecond his mind realized it was him.

"Your body doesn't have to hover over my shoulder like a worried shadow, love," Tim murmured, deeply amused.

"Personally... my heart wants to hover," Willy replied softly, a tender smile gracing his lips. "Your soul hovered over my safety for years across the borders, Tim. Let me do this."

Tim glanced down at him, something incredibly warm, tender, and deeply grateful flickering beautifully through his dark eyes. "My hands aren't nervous, Willy."

"Your lips are lying to me," Willy said gently, tilting his head.

Tim let out a soft, defeated sigh, his shoulders dropping slightly. "Okay. Perhaps my heart is a little bit nervous."

Willy smiled beautifully and leaned his frame in closer, brushing their foreheads flat together for just a brief, magical moment in the middle of the hall. "Your precision will be absolutely fine, love."

Across the wide room, Seb was already loudly narrating his own existence to the benches.

"I am just saying," Seb announced to the air, his arms waving dramatically, "if Tim doesn't successfully qualify for the final top ten bracket today, my soul will personally organize a violent riot."

Al deadpanned from the bench, not looking up from his phone. "Seb, your physical body literally failed the basic stamina assessment this morning."

"Well, my soul can still riot emotionally!"

Logan stood quietly nearby, his arms crossed tightly over his chest, observing every single micro-interaction in the room with his usual quiet, razor-sharp focus. Ethan lingered closely beside Tim's bench, politely offering his husband a fresh bottle of cold water.

"Are your hands ready, Tim?" Ethan asked softly.

Tim nodded firmly, taking the bottle. "Yeah."

Ethan smiled softly, his expression deeply encouraging and supportive. "Good."

Willy watched the short interaction closely from his spot. Ethan didn't look worried for Tim's score at all. That single detail alone should have triggered a few questions in Willy's analytical mind, but his heart smoothly brushed the curious thought aside. He trusted Tim completely. Whatever heavy secrets or elite history Tim carried deep inside his soul, his husband would reveal the full picture whenever his heart felt ready for the light.

Suddenly, the head coach loudly called the new qualifiers to the white shooting line.

Tim stepped forward gracefully, his posture aligning.

Willy stayed back on the benches.

That specific separation, somehow, felt far more difficult for his heart to endure than shooting his own targets.

He folded his arms loosely over his sweatshirt, his eyes tracking every single movement Tim's body made. The fluid way Tim firmly set his shooting stance. The rhythmic way his breathing systematically slowed down to a crawl. The fascinating way the loud, echoing noise of the shooting hall seemed to dull into absolute silence around his frame.

Tim lifted the heavy black pistol.

The very first shot cracked through the indoor hall sharp, clean, and thunderous.

Willy's breath caught beautifully in his throat.

It wasn't a shock of surprise; it was a profound surge of recognition. The specific, breathtaking kind that honors your soul when your eyes watch the person you love doing exactly what their existence was divinely meant to do.

Tim didn't rush a single trigger pull. He didn't overcorrect his aim after a recoil. Every single movement of his hands was exceptionally efficient, beautifully controlled, and masterfully precise. His bullets landed cleanly into the black paper, not flashy, not aggressive, but just... flawlessly right.

Seb leaned his head closer to Willy's shoulder, his eyes wide. "Is it just my imagination," he whispered in awe, "or is Tim looking terrifyingly calm under those stadium lights?"

Willy didn't take his eyes off his husband for a single microsecond. "He has always been exactly like that under fire."

"Yeah," Al muttered from behind them, his dry tone shifting into genuine respect. "But this specific calmness is entirely different."

Willy frowned slightly at Al's words, a small spark of curiosity lighting up his mind, but he chose to say nothing.

Between the intense rounds, Tim briefly glanced over his broad shoulder and easily found Willy's eyes watching him from the stands.

Their gazes locked across the distance.

Willy offered him a beautiful smile. It wasn't a massive, dramatic grin, nor was it a loud cheer. It was just a steady, unwavering beacon of absolute belief.

Tim's tight shoulders loosened completely under the look.

That beautiful reassurance was the singular fuel his heart needed.

The second round of the qualifier grew significantly harder for the newcomers. Heavy psychological pressure crept into the lanes like a thick fog. An athlete standing two lanes down swore bitterly under his breath after a missed shot. Another frustrated competitor slammed his plastic gear case shut, abandoning the match entirely.

Tim inhaled slowly, locking his focus.

Exhaled clean air.

Shot.

Absolute dead center.

Ethan let out a quiet, happy breath of relief from the benches.

Logan offered a single, firm nod of approval.

Seb clasped his hands together dramatically against his chest. "I knew it! My scientific intuition knew he was built entirely differently from ordinary humans!"

By the exact moment the final whistle blew, Tim lowered his shooting arm slowly, his muscles completely relaxed, his handsome expression entirely unreadable to the lingering scouts. He stepped back gracefully from the white line and removed his heavy ear protection.

His dark eyes instantly searched the crowded room.

And easily found Willy.

Willy was already walking down from the stands toward his lane.

"Is your frame okay, love?" Willy asked, his voice low and private.

Tim nodded softly, a wave of relief washing over his features. "Yeah."

"How exactly does your soul feel right now?"

Tim hesitated for a brief second, looking at his hands, then offered a small, stunningly real smile. "Lighter."

Willy reached his hand out without a single second of thought, squeezing Tim's fingers tightly in front of the coaches. "I am so incredibly proud of you, Tim."

Tim's throat tightened with a deep emotion at the devotion. "Your lips always say those exact words to me."

"Because my soul always means it completely."

Their friends gathered around their lane a second later, noisy, chaotic, and deeply relieved.

Seb clapped Tim heavily on the shoulder with a grin. "Welcome to the national nightmare, buddy! Your hands did absolutely great out there!"

Al smirked, crossing his arms. "That score is a massive understatement, Seb. He crushed it."

Ethan met Tim's eyes across the huddle, a knowing, quiet understanding passing between them. "I told your heart you could do it," he said softly.

As the little group finally left the warmth of the shooting hall together, the fresh winter snow falling gently outside the glass doors, Tim smoothly slipped his fingers right into Willy's hand. Willy squeezed them back tightly, anchoring his husband's frame against the cold, steady and sure.

"This upcoming summer," Willy said quietly as they walked, a spark of playful challenge in his eyes, "my hands will be waiting for your boots in the grand finals, Tim."

Tim smiled beautifully, his dark eyes exceptionally bright in the twilight. "Count on it, love."

Willy believed his promise with all his heart.

Even if his mind didn't quite know just how incredibly right Tim's words would turn out to be.

They walked on together through the campus grounds, the fresh white snow crunching softly under their boots. Willy felt his entire being grow lighter with every single step they took toward the parking lot. His mind hadn't fully realized just how tightly his body had been holding onto anxiety until this exact hour how much of his daily mental energy had been spent constantly worrying for Tim's safety, watching his silhouette from the lonely sidelines of a war.

"Personally... my heart absolutely hated not standing on that active shooting line right beside you today, Tim," Willy admitted softly, leaning his head closer to his shoulder.

Tim smiled tenderly, his thumb stroking Willy's knuckles. "Your soul was standing right there with me, love."

"It is not exactly the same thing."

Tim slowed his steady pace down, forcing Willy's boots to match his slower rhythm. "Your love doesn't always have to stand physically beside my frame to protect me, Willy," he said gently, his eyes melting into his. "Sometimes, your heart just has to believe in my strength."

Willy swallowed the sweet lump in his throat, then offered a firm nod. "I do believe in you. With everything I am."

And his soul meant every single syllable.

By the time their circle finally reached the university parking area, the winter sky had darkened completely, the low clouds hanging thick and gray over the rooftops. Their warm breaths puffed visibly into the freezing air like small clouds of steam. Seb was still talking at a fast pace about something regarding hot food and a dramatic restaurant review, but Willy's ears barely registered the words.

His eyes were exclusively watching Tim.

Not in the frantic, anxious way his mind used to watch him during the days of the border missions, but in a much quieter, deeper, and more thoughtful manner. The fluid way Tim moved his body now calm, steady, and beautifully confident was deeply familiar to his heart, but it also felt... wonderfully different. It looked like the posture of a man who had finally stepped boldly into a magnificent destiny he had been quietly carrying inside his soul all along.

Willy slipped his fingers into Tim's jacket pocket, locking their hands together again, his thumb brushing softly against his knuckles.

"No matter what variables happen next in our story, Tim," Willy said softly, looking ahead, "our hearts will handle the weight together."

Tim squeezed his fingers back tightly, his grip incredibly grounding and radiating a deep warmth despite the freezing winter air. "Together, love," he echoed softly.

Behind their backs, the bright lights of the university shooting hall glowed softly through the curtain of falling white snow. Ahead of their boots, the snow-covered path stretched forward into the dark evening uncertain, mysterious, but entirely open and free.

And for the very first time in a painfully long history, Willy didn't feel like his existence was waiting for a storm to break anymore.

He was actively walking forward into the light, hand in hand with Tim, ready to face absolutely whatever beautiful future came next to their table.

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