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Chapter 225 - Borrowed Time

 

 

The city covered most of the living room rug by noon.

It had started as blocks.

That was what Esme had called them when she brought the wooden set out after breakfast, smiling like she had not bought three more sets in different colors and hidden them somewhere Alice could not immediately weaponize.

"Blocks," she had said.

Ren accepted that for nearly four minutes.

Then she touched Harry's hand, then Nancy's, and the blocks became streets.

Harry built towers.

Not careful towers. Harry did not believe in careful unless Leah was looking directly at him. He built upward with the absolute confidence of someone who thought gravity was a rule other people had agreed to without consulting him.

Nancy fixed them after they fell.

She did not complain. She did not even sigh, which made it worse somehow. She waited until Harry's offended muttering ran out, then slid the blocks into place with small, precise movements that made the whole structure steadier than it had any right to be.

Ren built around both of them.

She made curved roads between Harry's towers and open squares where Nancy decided the city needed quiet. Every so often she would touch one of their hands and show them something none of the rest of us could see. Harry would grin and immediately knock something over trying to help. Nancy would blink once, adjust the plan, and keep going.

They were ridiculous together.

Not peaceful.

No one related to us had ever been peaceful for more than five consecutive minutes.

But together.

Ren planned like she could already see the city finished.

Harry built like finishing was less important than reaching the ceiling.

Nancy corrected them both without ever admitting she cared.

When Harry tried to put a tower in the middle of one of Ren's roads, Ren touched his hand.

Harry frowned at whatever she showed him.

"That's a road."

Ren smiled.

Harry looked at the tower.

Then at the road.

Then at Nancy.

"Tower road."

Nancy shook her head once. "No."

Harry looked betrayed. "You didn't even think."

"I did."

"For one second."

"Enough."

Jacob laughed under his breath from near the windows.

Harry pointed at him. "Uncle Jacob thinks tower road."

Jacob held up both hands. "I am staying out of city politics."

Ren looked at him.

Jacob lasted exactly half a second.

"Fine. Maybe a little tower road."

Bella gave him a look.

Jacob cleared his throat. "But only if the city council approves."

Nancy placed one blue block very deliberately in front of Harry's tower.

"Denied," she said.

Seth, lying beside the city in wolf form with his head on his paws, huffed.

Harry looked down at him. "You too?"

Seth's tail thumped once.

"Betrayed," Harry said.

Leah snorted from the couch. "Good. Learn early."

Harry abandoned the tower in the disputed road and leaned against Seth's side instead, one hand disappearing into gray fur.

Seth did not mind.

Seth never minded.

Ren touched Nancy's hand next. Nancy went very still, eyes narrowing as whatever image Ren showed her settled into place. Then she picked up three green blocks and arranged them around the quiet district she had built near Edythe's knee.

"What is that?" I asked.

Nancy did not look up. "Trees."

Harry lifted his head. "City trees?"

"Quiet trees."

"Trees are already quiet."

Nancy looked at him.

Harry reconsidered. "Except when I climb them."

"Exactly," Nancy said.

Edythe's mouth curved.

She sat on the rug near Nancy, not hovering.

Technically.

Nancy leaned back against her knee without looking up from the city. Edythe's fingers moved once through Nancy's white hair, so lightly Nancy might not have noticed if she had not immediately gone still with satisfaction.

Bella sat near Ren, close enough to touch her, far enough to let her play. That was still hard for her. Letting Ren move even a few feet away looked like a physical act of discipline.

Leah understood that better than anyone.

She sat beside me, one leg tucked under her, pretending not to track Harry and Nancy every time they shifted position.

She was better at pretending than Bella.

Not by much.

Esme watched all of them like the room had become a gift she was afraid to unwrap too quickly.

Rosalie and Alice stood near the stairs with a camera, a stack of clothes, and expressions that made Leah suspicious.

"Don't," Leah said.

Alice blinked. "We didn't say anything."

"You were thinking clothes."

"I am always thinking clothes. That is not a crime."

"It is in this house."

Rosalie looked down at the sweater in her hands. "It's cold."

"They are inside."

"It's a drafty room."

Edythe looked around the perfectly sealed Cullen living room.

Rosalie did not blink.

Harry looked up. "Sweater?"

Leah closed her eyes. "You are all corrupting him."

Harry pointed at Rosalie. "She has pockets."

Rosalie smiled.

I looked at Leah. "We may have lost this one."

"We did not lose. We were betrayed by pockets."

Nancy touched one of Harry's towers. "Pockets useful."

Leah sighed. "Not you too."

Nancy's expression said she would follow logic wherever it led, even into fashion.

That was what the house felt like that morning.

Warm.

Crowded.

Ridiculous.

Almost normal, if no one looked too long at the height marks beside the kitchen doorway or the charts Carlisle had very carefully left in his office instead of the living room.

Almost normal, if no one mentioned Irina.

Carlisle had called Denali the night before, after Bella and Leah came back from the woods with Jacob furious, Seth subdued, and the children annoyed that hide and seek had ended early.

No one had answered.

Carlisle had left one message.

Only one.

That restraint told me more than the silence did.

Carlisle was not a man who confused patience with inaction. If he waited, it was because he believed pressure would make a bad situation worse. Or because one unanswered call could still be explained by timing, hunting, weather, distance, anything ordinary enough to keep worry from becoming certainty.

None of us said that out loud.

We had learned to leave some hopes unnamed.

They survived longer that way.

His phone rang just after Nancy stole the wooden horse back from Harry for the third time.

Everyone heard it.

Carlisle checked the screen.

"Tanya," he said.

The city went still.

Not because the children understood everything.

Because the adults did.

Harry looked at Leah.

Nancy leaned more firmly against Edythe's knee.

Ren touched Bella's hand.

Bella turned her palm up and let Ren's fingers curl around hers.

Carlisle answered.

"Tanya," he said gently. "Thank you for calling back."

The answer came faintly through the phone, too soft for my ears, but not for most of the room.

Edward's head tilted slightly.

Edythe's eyes sharpened.

Carlisle listened for a moment.

"Yes," he said. "That is why I called. Irina came near the house yesterday."

A pause.

"No. No one was harmed."

Jacob's jaw tightened.

Leah's hand found mine.

Carlisle looked toward the windows, where the trees stood dark and wet beyond the glass.

"She did not come inside," he said. "Bella and Leah saw her in the woods. Seth was in wolf form. Jacob was nearby."

Tanya answered quickly enough that even I heard the shape of distress if not the words.

Carlisle's face softened. "Yes. I know."

Laurent.

No one said the name.

No one needed to.

Jacob looked down.

Seth's tail stopped moving.

Harry noticed and patted his fur. "Still pillow."

Seth huffed softly, but his ears stayed back.

Carlisle continued. "Irina seemed startled. Upset. Bella tried to speak to her, but she ran before anyone could explain."

Another pause.

Carlisle's eyebrows drew together. "She hasn't contacted you?"

The room cooled.

Bella looked at Edward.

Edward's mouth tightened.

Carlisle listened.

"I see," he said.

Tanya spoke for longer this time.

Edward translated quietly for those of us who could not hear. "Irina told them she was coming here to make amends. She left a few days ago. They assumed she was still here, or taking time before coming back."

Leah's expression shifted.

Not softer.

But less sharp.

"She really did come to apologize," Bella said.

Edward nodded once.

Carlisle's voice stayed calm. "I wish she had stayed long enough to do that."

Tanya answered.

This time Edward did not translate.

Maybe it was private.

Maybe it was just grief.

Carlisle closed his eyes briefly. "I understand."

He always did.

That was one of the frustrating things about Carlisle. He could understand someone and still know they were wrong. He could be hurt and still make room for the person who had caused it.

Leah was less generous.

"She saw Seth," she said under her breath. "That is not a crime."

Jacob heard her.

Of course he did.

His shoulders tightened.

Carlisle continued, "If she returns to Denali, please ask her to call me. Or Edward. Anyone here. We would like to speak with her before this becomes another misunderstanding none of us meant to create."

A pause.

"Yes. We will do the same if she contacts us."

Another pause.

Carlisle's expression softened again, older this time.

"Thank you, Tanya. Please tell Kate and Carmen we are sorry. Not for Seth," he added gently, and for the first time there was iron under the kindness. "But for the pain this has stirred up again."

Tanya must have answered quietly.

Carlisle nodded.

"Be well," he said.

He ended the call and set the phone face down on the table.

No one moved for a moment.

Then Harry whispered, "Uncle Seth sad."

Seth made a low sound in his throat.

Leah slipped off the couch and sat on the rug beside him, one hand landing firmly on his shoulder.

"Uncle Seth did not do anything wrong," she said.

Harry looked at her.

Nancy looked too.

Ren watched Bella.

Leah's voice was clear enough that no one in the room could pretend she was only speaking to the children.

"Irina saw something that hurt her because she was already hurt. That does not make it Seth's fault."

Jacob looked away.

Bella saw it.

So did Edward.

Leah did too, because Leah noticed guilt the way some people noticed smoke.

"Or Jacob's," she added.

Jacob's mouth tightened.

He did not argue.

That was the closest he came to accepting it.

Carlisle sat slowly in the chair nearest the phone. "Tanya believes Irina may simply be taking time alone. Somewhere between here and Denali. The mountains, perhaps."

"Do you believe that?" Rosalie asked.

Carlisle looked at the phone.

"I hope it."

That was not an answer.

It was worse than one.

The children went back to their city after that, because children did not know what else to do with adult worry except play beside it.

Harry rebuilt the tower Nancy had rejected, this time one block farther from Ren's road.

Nancy allowed it.

Ren touched both of their hands and showed them something that made Harry gasp and Nancy go very still.

"What?" Jacob asked before he could stop himself.

Ren smiled but did not answer.

Harry whispered, "Bridge."

Nancy looked at the open space between two towers.

Then she looked at Harry.

"Careful," she said.

Harry nodded solemnly.

That lasted three blocks.

On the fourth, he leaned too far, bumped Seth's ear, knocked over half the road, and froze with both hands in the air like stillness might undo the crime.

Nancy stared at the damage.

Harry stared at Nancy.

Ren covered her mouth with one hand.

Seth's tail thumped once.

"Accident," Harry said quickly.

Nancy looked at the ruins.

Then at him.

Then she picked up one fallen block and handed it back.

"Again," she said.

Harry blinked.

Then grinned.

They started over.

Bella watched them with an expression that made my chest hurt.

Leah saw it too.

"They do that a lot," she said quietly.

Bella looked at her.

"Start over," Leah said.

Bella's fingers tightened around Ren's hand. "They shouldn't have to do it so fast."

"No," Leah said.

The children kept building.

The adults did what adults did best.

We turned fear into a conversation because conversation felt less helpless than silence.

Carlisle did not bring out folders this time.

He did not need to.

The papers were still in his office, but everyone in the room knew what they said. Growth measurements. Feeding notes. Sleep patterns. Strength control. Reflexes. The carefully written evidence of three children changing too quickly for anyone's comfort.

Carlisle sat forward, elbows resting on his knees, his eyes on the city without really seeing it.

"I want to be very clear," he said softly. "Rapid maturation is not the same thing as rapid decay."

Bella closed her eyes.

The sentence landed like a handhold.

Small.

Necessary.

Not enough.

"But?" I asked.

Carlisle looked at me.

There was the doctor's face. The compassionate one. The honest one.

I hated both.

"But I cannot promise they are unrelated."

No one spoke.

The children's bridge rose one block higher.

Harry breathed through his mouth with the concentration of a surgeon.

Nancy held the base steady.

Ren watched the angle, then touched Harry's wrist before he leaned too far.

Bella made a sound too soft to be a breath and too sharp to be nothing.

Edward turned toward her immediately.

Ren looked back at them.

Bella forced her face to soften.

That hurt to watch.

Leah did not soften.

She stared at Carlisle with a face so calm it had gone past anger into something colder.

"How much time?" she asked.

"We do not know."

"That is not an answer."

"No," Carlisle said. "But it is the only honest one I have right now."

Edythe's hand found mine.

Leah's found my other.

For a second, I sat between them and watched our children build a bridge across a wooden city while the adults wondered whether their lives were burning faster than ours could bear.

"Could it stop?" Bella asked.

Carlisle nodded slowly. "It may. Renesmee's growth may be moving toward a stable point. Harry and Nancy may be doing the same, though their inheritance is more complicated."

"May," Leah said.

"Yes."

"Everything is may."

Carlisle's expression tightened. "I know."

"Education can be handled privately," he said. "Their learning is rapid, but uneven. We can adapt to that."

Rosalie's voice came from near the stairs, quiet and sharp. "They are not just learning quickly."

Everyone looked at her.

She was watching Ren.

Then Harry.

Then Nancy.

"They are losing time."

Bella went still.

Edward's face changed.

Rosalie did not apologize.

Good.

Someone had to say it.

I hated that it was true.

Harry set the next bridge block down successfully and looked up, triumphant.

No one reacted fast enough.

His smile faltered.

Leah moved first.

"Good," she said, voice rough but steady.

Harry brightened again.

Nancy inspected the bridge and nodded once. "Acceptable."

Harry punched both fists into the air.

Ren laughed.

The sound cut through the room like mercy.

Bella opened her eyes.

"If their bodies are in a hurry," she said, "then we slow everything else down."

Leah looked at her.

Bella's voice strengthened. "They get birthdays. Toys. Bad drawings. Snowmen. All of it."

Harry looked over. "I draw good."

"You do," Bella said immediately. "The snowman can still be bad."

Harry considered that.

"Bad snowman," he agreed.

Leah's mouth twitched despite everything.

Carlisle looked at the three children, then back at Bella.

"Yes," he said softly. "They get all of it."

For a moment, the room felt steadier.

Not safe.

Never safe.

But steadier.

The fear had a shape we could almost hold.

Growth.

Time.

Childhood.

Borrowed or not, we would fight to make it theirs.

Then Alice froze.

The camera slipped from her hand.

Jasper caught it before it hit the floor.

No one praised him. They were too stunned that it had happened at all.

"Alice?" he said.

Alice did not answer.

Her eyes were open, but she was not looking at us.

Edward's head turned.

Whatever Alice saw, he caught enough of it to go utterly still.

Not frightened.

Edward did not look frightened.

He looked like someone had shown him the end of a road and every path leading there.

Carlisle stood. "Alice?"

Alice's lips parted.

For a second, nothing came out.

Then she whispered, "Volturi."

The room changed around the word.

"They have decided. Aro, Caius, and Marcus." Her voice was flat, still caught somewhere beyond the living room. "The Cullen coven is to be destroyed."

For a second, no one moved.

No one even breathed except those who still had to.

The sentence sat in the middle of the room with the children's block city and all the fear we had been trying to hold in human-sized hands.

Destroyed.

Not watched.

Not warned.

Not questioned.

Destroyed.

Carlisle's face did not change much.

That made it worse.

"All of us?" he asked.

Alice's eyes flicked toward Edward.

Too fast.

Not fast enough.

Edward saw it.

His face changed in a way I had no name for.

"Alice," he said.

Her mouth tightened.

"Alice," he repeated, quieter.

She looked away.

That scared me more than the vision.

Alice did not look away from terrible things. She named them, dressed them in sarcasm, and started planning around them before anyone else had finished being horrified.

Now she looked away.

Jasper's hand settled against her back. "What are you hiding?"

"I'm not hiding anything."

Edward's eyes sharpened. "Yes, you are."

Alice's expression flashed with pain. "It does not help."

"It helps us understand."

The room went quiet.

Carlisle looked between them. "Edward?"

Edward did not take his eyes off Alice.

"Aro wants her."

Alice's shoulders went rigid.

We all knew Aro wanted Alice.

Everyone knew that.

It was one of those truths the Cullens carried like old scars. Aro collected gifts. Alice was one of the rarest gifts in the world.

But Edward's voice made it new.

Worse.

"He wants her at any cost," Edward said. "Even against her will, if needed."

Jasper moved.

Not far.

Just enough that everyone in the room remembered what he had been before peace.

Alice whispered, "Edward."

He kept going.

"He will spare Alice. He will try to spare me if I come willingly."

Bella's head snapped toward him.

"No."

Edward did not look at her.

His eyes stayed on Alice's vision.

"The rest are to be made examples."

Rosalie's face went blank.

Emmett's hands curled.

Esme made no sound at all.

Carlisle looked as if something inside him had been struck very carefully and very deep.

"Examples," Leah said.

Her voice was low.

Edward nodded once.

"To the rest of the world's vampires," he said. "That no coven grows beyond Volturi permission. No family gathers too much power. No one becomes beloved enough, gifted enough, or independent enough to make the throne look negotiable."

Alice's mouth tightened.

Edward's eyes flicked toward her.

There was more.

Of course there was more.

"What?" Carlisle asked.

Alice looked down.

Edward did not.

"Edythe dies above all else," he said. "Aro is as adamant about that as he is about taking Alice."

The room went still.

Not quiet.

Still.

Leah's hand tightened around mine hard enough that a human bone would have broken.

Edythe did not react.

That was the worst part.

She only watched Edward, calm and pale and beautiful, as if he had commented on the weather.

"Why?" I asked.

My voice did not sound like mine.

Edward's expression twisted. "Because Aro will not risk her living."

Alice closed her eyes.

"He understands enough of her gift to fear what it could become," Edward said. "Compulsion is not a talent he can safely collect if it might one day turn on him."

Edythe smiled.

It was small.

It had nothing kind in it.

"How fragile they are."

No one laughed.

I could not look away from Edythe.

Aro wanted Alice.

He might spare Edward if Edward surrendered.

But Edythe…

Edythe was not wanted.

Edythe was marked.

Something in me went very cold.

Carlisle's voice remained calm, but only because he had centuries of practice making grief sound like reason. "Do you know when?"

Alice shook her head. "They need a reason the rest of the world will accept. I only saw them deciding that any reason will do."

The words left the room colder than the rain outside.

Any reason.

Not justice.

Not law.

Not truth.

A reason.

Something clean enough to say aloud after the bodies were ash.

Carlisle's face changed then.

Only a little.

But enough that I saw the wound under the calm.

He had believed in restraint for centuries. In law, if not always in the ones who enforced it. In the idea that even monsters could choose limits and that civilization meant something if enough people agreed to pretend it did.

Alice had just shown him the limit of pretending.

"They have not found one yet?" he asked.

"No," Alice said.

She still sounded far away. "Not one that holds. Not one I can see clearly."

Edward's eyes tightened. He was still reading what she did not say, following the edges of a vision she did not want to share.

"They are discussing possibilities," he said.

Alice's mouth pressed into a thin line.

"Old grievances," Edward continued. "The size of our family. The number of gifts. Bella. Thomas."

At my name, Leah's hand went rigid in mine.

Edythe's smile vanished.

"Me?" I asked.

Edward looked at me.

"Aro does not understand you."

"That makes two of us."

No one laughed.

Edward's expression did not soften. "He dislikes not understanding things he cannot own."

Edythe's fingers tightened over mine. "He cannot own Thomas."

"No," Edward said. "Which is part of the problem."

Leah's voice turned low. "So existing is enough."

Carlisle answered because Edward did not.

"To them, sometimes."

Esme's voice came quietly from behind him. "We have obeyed the law."

"I know," Carlisle said.

"We have harmed no humans."

"I know."

"We have not threatened them."

Carlisle looked toward Alice, then toward the children's city covering the rug.

"We have become something they cannot easily control."

That was all.

That was the crime before the crime.

Family.

Strength.

Difference.

Enough love gathered in one place to look, from a throne, like rebellion.

Rosalie's face was carved from marble. "And they need the world to agree."

"They need the world not to object," Carlisle said.

"That is not the same thing."

"No," he said. "It is not."

Alice blinked hard.

For a second, she seemed closer to us.

Jasper's hand remained at her back, steady but not holding her in place. He looked like he wanted to tear Volterra out of the earth by its foundations and knew there was nowhere close enough to aim.

Carlisle watched Alice carefully. "Can you see more?"

Alice shook her head once.

"When they come?"

"No."

"How?"

"No."

"What reason they finally choose?"

Her eyes unfocused again.

Not fully.

Just enough to make the room hold still.

"No," she said. "Every path splits before that. Too many choices still have to happen. Theirs. Ours. Others, I cannot see clearly yet. If I push farther, everything breaks apart."

Rosalie's voice cut through it. "So what do we know?"

Alice's expression hardened.

Not because she was angry at Rosalie.

Because she needed anger to stand on.

"We know enough."

Her voice was small.

It still filled the room.

"They have judged us dangerous. They want me. They may try for Edward. They want Edythe dead. The rest of us are examples. And they are waiting for a reason the world will accept."

No one spoke.

Outside, rain pressed against the glass.

Inside, the block city still covered the rug.

Streets.

Towers.

A bridge Harry had nearly ruined and Nancy had allowed him to rebuild.

A small wooden world held together by three children who had no idea a larger one had just shifted beneath them.

Leah's hand found mine.

Edythe's closed over both of ours.

She was still calm.

Too calm.

I hated that calm more than panic.

Across the room, Bella held Ren while Edward stood beside them like he could split himself into shield and target if he had to.

Jasper had one hand on Alice's back.

Rosalie and Emmett stood shoulder to shoulder.

Esme stood behind Carlisle, one hand on his chair, her face composed in the way only the truly devastated managed.

And Alice, who had just watched our family become a sentence passed in a room of stone, stared at nothing with eyes that could not cry.

Not coming.

Not yet.

Not named.

Not justified.

But decided.

For weeks, we had been afraid the children were growing too fast to have a future.

Now Alice had seen that someone else had already decided none of us would.

 

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