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Chapter 46 - Northbound

We left at first light.

There was no ceremony to our departure, only a brief, reluctant gratitude as I rose and pulled the dead man's cloak more tightly around my shoulders.

The hollow had given us what little mercy the forest was willing to spare: enough warmth to keep us alive, enough darkness to hide us, and a strip of earth where fever and pain had failed, at least for one night, to take either of us.

Before leaving, I looked back once.

The space beneath the roots lay dim and still behind us, holding the last traces of our presence —the place where the hatchling had slept against my ribs, the place where blood had been spilled, the place where the hunters' remains had already begun to disappear beneath moss, wet leaves, and the slow indifference of the earth.

Then I turned toward the same quiet pull that had been waiting beyond the trees since yesterday.

The hatchling was already facing that way.

Its body still burned with fever. Its injured shoulder made it lean slightly as it walked, and the torn membrane of one wing dragged if it relaxed too much. Yet the moment the wind came from ahead— from that colder stretch between trunks where the ground began to rise — it lifted its head and went still.

There was something there.

Not a scent, at least not one I could name yet. It felt more like pressure — faint, steady, and impossible to mistake once it settled into the body, into that wordless place where pain, hunger, and instinct existed together.

A pull. A direction. That way.

The hatchling glanced back at me, as if checking whether I had understood what it already knew.

"I… did," I muttered.

The words still sat awkwardly in my mouth, but they came more easily now than before. Perhaps anger had loosened something in me the night before. Perhaps necessity was doing what time had not yet managed.

The hatchling gave a low, rough rumble and moved on.

I followed.

Morning in motion felt different from morning at rest.

When I was still, pain arranged itself into a kind of order, with each wound insisting on its place at the center of the world. But movement broke that order apart. The shoulder remained the loudest, then the cut along my forearm, then my feet, then everything else. The pain did not lessen. It simply had to compete with purpose.

• •

As we walked, the forest rose steadily around us. The ground remained damp in places, dark with old moisture beneath our steps, but the climb made the terrain harsher with every stretch of distance. Ferns grew fewer. Roots thickened beneath the soil and pushed more often toward the surface. Moss slowly gave way to old pine needles, and the trees themselves changed with the ascent — The pines stood closer together now, with their trunks darker and straighter than the broadleaf trees below, as if the mountain allowed less softness the higher we went.

I learned the path the way an animal learns terrain: through repetition, imbalance, correction.

Avoid the roots slick with black moss. Step wide over thornvine. Distrust the places where the earth looks firm. Keep weight off the left arm when possible. Do not let the shoulder strike bark. Keep the knife where the hand can find it without thought. Listen.

Always listen.

The hatchling moved ahead of me, then drifted back again, restless but never straying far. Fever and injury had worn its pride down into something more practical. Every so often it would stop and wait, refusing to go on until I had closed the distance between us.

It never looked worried exactly. Somehow, I felt that dragons would rather die than let something as naked as worry show on their faces.

But there was a growing insistence in the way it watched me, as if it had begun to understand that I was not a creature built for injuries, distance, and rough ground all at once. And, somehow, he was right.

Twice before midday, I had to stop with one hand braced against a tree while the body decided whether it meant to keep going or fold where it stood.

The second time, the hatchling came back, sat squarely in the path, and stared at me until I straightened.

I looked at it.

It looked at me.

"...M-moving," I said.

It did not move.

I exhaled, wiped sweat from my upper lip with the back of my wrist, and tried again.

"We're… moving."

That seemed to satisfy it. With obvious reluctance, it rose and turned away, as though half-convinced I might collapse the moment it stopped watching me.

And so, we continued.

The silence around me shifted throughout the morning.

I did not control it consciously. It answered strain, focus, the way I drew inward when pain sharpened or my attention narrowed. When the shoulder throbbed too badly or the ground demanded more care than I wanted to give it, birdsong returned at the edges of hearing. But when tension gathered in me, when instinct tightened and every part of my body leaned toward survival, the quiet drew close and the rest of the world seemed to fall back from it.

By then, I had begun to understand what that meant.

The silence never deepened without reason.

And just before noon, it gathered sharply around me.

The hatchling froze mid-step, with its head turning toward the brush to our right. I stopped as well, though I had not yet heard what it had.

But a moment later, I did.

Boots.

Far off, but not far enough. Two men, perhaps three, moving through the undergrowth without much skill. Not trackers. There was too much hesitation in their rhythm. But they were armed, and even at that distance I could hear the weight of metal shifting with each step.

The hatchling's ear ridges lifted.

I turned toward the brush.

"...N-no," I said softly.

It turned its head toward me.

I pointed uphill, toward the cold pull ahead of us. Then toward the sound. Then drew one finger across my throat.

The hatchling blinked.

Then, to my surprise, it obeyed.

It turned away from the sound and moved uphill, following that unseen pull between the trees.

I went after it more slowly than I wanted, with every step carrying me forward while my attention remained fixed behind us, listening for the sound of pursuit.

However, the voices grew fainter. Once, one of the men cursed. Once, I heard metal strike stone. Then there was nothing.

Perhaps they had chosen another trail. Perhaps the silence had unsettled them. Perhaps they had never truly been following us at all.

However it made no difference.

The world had shown its nature clearly enough the night before. Men came when coin called them. Men came when priests put righteous words in their mouths. Men came because a wounded hatchling was a thing they could imagine owning.

The only answer to that was more distance and readiness for whatever might find us before we got fully healed.

• •

We found water again that afternoon.

It was not a stream this time, but a spring that slipped from a black rock into a shallow basin caught in a nest of roots. The hatchling drank first, then stepped awkwardly into the water until it covered its forefeet and lower belly. It stood there for a moment in silence, as if the cold might draw the fever out of its body.

Then, I lowered myself to one knee beside the basin and splashed water over my face.

The cold struck hard enough to clear my mind for a few precious moments. When I raised my head again, water ran from my chin and down my throat. The hatchling was watching me with the solemn disapproval it seemed to reserve for any pain it judged pointless.

"I'm… fine," I said.

The hatchling made a sound that clearly meant the opposite.

After that I drank again, then filled the waterskin and rinsed the knife clean, washing away old blood, dirt, and the grime that still clung to the steel from the day before. For a brief moment, my reflection caught in the blade in warped, broken fragments. I looked away before it could become anything more than that.

After a while, the hatchling stepped back out of the basin and gave itself a full-body shake, scattering cold droplets across my chest and face.

I glared at it.

It stared back without shame.

Then it lowered its head toward my cloak, now damp with spray, and tugged at the edge with quiet insistence.

"No."

It pulled harder.

"No."

A moment later it sneezed, small and wet, and fixed me with a look that made its meaning painfully obvious.

Understanding what it wanted, I sighed, unwound the cloak, and draped it over a low branch to dry before crouching beside it again to inspect its shoulder.

The skin around the tear was still hot, but cleaner now. The fever had not broken, yet the flesh did not look worse. The ragged membrane of the wing no longer carried that heavy crust of dirt and dried blood that had worried me before.

The hatchling endured the inspection with strained patience.

The moment I withdrew my hand, it shoved its head beneath my wrist and rubbed against my forearm with blunt insistence, making its opinion known as clearly as if it had spoken something like: "Enough. You are done now."

There was nothing graceful in it, nothing delicate. Yet the contact still caught something inside me off guard.

My chest tightened. Not from pain alone.

A memory tried to take shape in my mind — something half-formed, a detail without clarity, a sensation without name. Something vast bending toward me. Scales. A warm breath. The feeling of being touched by something so large that the touch itself became shelter.

Then I blinked, and all of it disappeared.

The hatchling remained where it was, rubbing its face against my bandaged wrist with complete entitlement.

"You're…" I began, then lost whatever word had been trying to follow.

It drew back and looked up at me.

I should have looked away first.

Instead, I met that one bright eye and found there, not intelligence in the human sense, not language, not full understanding of what separated us, but trust so complete it had become instinct.

It had watched me tear men apart.

It had heard my voice over their blood.

It had felt hands strong enough to break bone turn gentle enough to clean dirt from it's wounded scales.

And somehow, to it, all of that had resolved into one simple certainty.

Safe.

Then it came again — that strange, insistent wetness that sometimes gathered in my eyes and slipped down my face, salty and unwelcome.

Not much. Just enough to leave the skin beneath my eyes stinging.

Realizing it, I tried to turn away before the hatchling could notice, but I was too late.

The hatchling made a soft sound and stepped closer.

"I'm… not…" I muttered, rubbing at my face with the heel of my hand.

But the wetness only smeared.

The hatchling sniffed at my wrist, then lifted its head and pressed the side of its face against my knee.

The gesture was so matter-of-fact that, for a moment, I stopped trying to understand it. I only laid my hand over the back of its neck and let its warmth pass into me.

After a while, the leak stopped.

The hatchling looked as though the result had been obvious from the beginning.

Perhaps, to it, it had.

• •

We did not hunt again that day. By then, the climb had taken too much from both of us for that.

By late afternoon, the ground had grown steeper, and my shoulder had become little more than a pulse with a body attached to it. Every time I slipped, reached too far, or caught myself badly, white light flashed behind my eyes and the world narrowed to the smallest possible form of survival.

The hatchling was in no better state. Its steps had shortened. Its head drooped more often. Twice it stopped entirely, standing still with half-shut eyes while it forced itself to remain upright.

The second time, I crouched in front of it.

It blinked once.

Then again, slower.

"Come... here," I said.

The words still lacked smoothness, but at least they held together.

The hatchling stared at me as if I had said something profoundly foolish.

Ignoring it, I slid one hand beneath its chest and the other under its belly and lifted.

It weighed less than it should have for its size.

That was the first thought.

The second was that fever changed the feeling of weight. Not the truth of it, but the sense of it. Bodies burning with fever always seemed more fragile, as though the heat inside them had begun to thin them from within.

The hatchling made a weak protesting sound and tried to twist free.

"No," I said.

It glared back at me.

"You walk… y-you die."

That silenced it.

Not because it understood every word, but because it understood enough.

With visible offense, it allowed itself to settle against my chest, with its foreclaws catching in the bandage over my shoulder as if punishing me personally for being right.

Then, I rose with it in my arms and nearly regretted the decision at once.

The shoulder screamed and my forearm flared.

Every part of me reminded me, in excruciating detail, that carrying weight uphill with open wounds was the sort of thing fools did to prove points no one had asked for.

Still, I shifted the hatchling higher against me and kept walking. We could not afford to lose time.

At first it remained tense, with every part of it insisting this arrangement had been forced upon it. But in the end rhythm won — the beat of my heart beneath its chest, the sway of my steps, the trapped heat between its fever and my skin.

Little by little, the tension left it.

Its head lowered.

Its breathing, still damp and uneven, softened.

After a while, it tucked its snout beneath my jaw and let itself go half-limp, trusting me to keep us both upright.

I knew that that trust meant something.

Something warm. Something good. Something too large to fully face while pain still throbbed through every step.

So instead, I gave my mind to smaller things — the next tree, the next stone, the next patch of ground beneath my feet. Whenever exhaustion caught up with me, I stopped only long enough to draw breath before moving again.

As evening approached, the forest changed again. The pines thinned and gave way to older trees, wider at the base and spaced farther apart, their trunks silvered where bark had peeled away. Beneath them the ground was less tangled, and the wind moved more cleanly between the trunks.

The pull ahead remained a pressure rather than a place. Nothing from the visions I had stood before us in any clear form, yet the farther we went, the more the air seemed touched by iron beneath the familiar scents of bark, damp soil, and cooling earth.

Faint. Distant. Persistent.

The hatchling sensed it too.

Even half-asleep in my arms, it would tense now and then and angle its head in the same direction, as though some buried compass inside both of us had begun turning along the same line.

By the time the light thinned into gray, I knew we would not make another stretch without rest.

The question was where.

The answer came in stone.

A broken rise of hillside lifted to our right, with roots splitting an old rock apart. At its base, half-hidden behind fern and low branches, was a shallow recess — not deep enough to be a cave, but deep enough to put our backs against something solid and keep us out of the open.

I carried the hatchling inside and lowered it carefully onto the old needles and moss that covered the ground.

It remained where I set it only long enough to turn once in a tight, weary circle. Then, with the quiet certainty of something correcting a mistake, it climbed straight back into my lap and settled there as though it had belonged nowhere else.

I, on the other side, just let my back rest fully against the stone and tipped my head back for a moment.

The rock behind me was cold. The hatchling curled against me was not. The contrast sent a hard shudder through my body, sharp enough to hurt.

At the movement, the hatchling woke up, lifted its head and looked up at me.

"I know," I said.

Beyond the recess, wind moved through the trees and nothing else answered it. No voices. No clatter of metal. No pale prayer-light slipping between the trunks. Whatever men had been wandering those woods earlier had not followed us far enough to matter.

Not yet.

I set the knife beside me, coiled the rope within reach, and placed the waterskin against the wall where it would not spill. Then I tore strips from the dried meat and fed them to the hatchling one by one until the frantic edge in it softened. After that I forced myself to eat as well, though pain had soured any real appetite.

After that, darkness settled slowly.

As the night cooled around us, the hatchling's body only seemed to burn hotter in my lap. By then, I had begun to understand the pattern: evening made the fever worse, morning made it bearable, and daylight let it pretend.

There was nothing more I could do for it just then except keep it warm.

So I turned to my own wounds. I changed the cloth on my forearm, checked the puncture in my shoulder, and rewrapped the bandage badly, one-handed.

The hatchling watched all of this with intense dissatisfaction.

When I finished, it leaned forward and licked the edge of the clean cloth as if offering its own medical judgment.

"Don't," I muttered.

It looked offended.

Then it did it again.

I had just enough strength left to glare.

That seemed to please it.

The dark, then, closed fully around us, and with it came the quietest kind of misery: waiting.

The hatchling kept up its small act of defiance for a little longer, giving the edge of the clean cloth another testing lick as if it still meant to argue with my treatment of both our wounds. But fever and exhaustion were stronger in the end. Before long, the stubbornness faded from its movements, and it slipped into sleep again, but this time against my ribs.

It did not sleep deeply. Only in brief stretches. Every so often it shifted, breathed wrong, or pressed more tightly against me before settling again.

I, on the other hand, did not sleep. Not at first.

The visions from the night before still clung too closely: the nest, the female dragon, her body forming wall, roof, and world all at once; the chains; the command she gave to the hatchling.

"Run."

I could not shake the feeling that I had not merely witnessed memory. Something within it had looked back at me, and that should have frightened me more than it did.

However, instead, it left behind a strange certainty.

The hatchling's parents had been alive when the chains took them.

Or at least alive long enough to fight, long enough to look back, long enough to leave behind something stronger than fear.

The hatchling stirred against me and pushed its snout into the crook of my elbow. Its breath was too hot on my skin.

I touched the side of its neck and felt the pulse there.

Fast. Small. Stubborn.

"...We get there," I whispered, more to the dark than to it.

The hatchling made a soft sound and slept again.

At some point after that, exhaustion wore caution thin, and sleep finally took me.

However, It did not come gently.

In one moment I was beneath stone and root, with the hatchling's heat pressed against me in the dark. The next, I was back inside its memory — not watching from a distance this time, but caught within it.

The world reached me through heat, scent, and pulse.

The hatchling was smaller again. Softer. Tucked between two larger bodies whose presence made safety feel absolute. The male's tail lay along the edge of the nest like a barrier. Above, the female's breathing rolled slow and deep, with each exhale shifting the warmth around the nest and gently stirring the hatchling where it lay.

Then a low vibration moved through the nest and into the hatchling's body.

A voice.

Safe. That was its meaning.

But in the middle of that warmth, something wrong entered it.

Metal.

The memory splintered before I could hold on to it and, in an instant, the warmth and safety were gone.

Then the world lurched.

Suddenly, leaves tore past. The hatchling was running now, with its lungs burning, and one injured wing dragging through thorn and bramble. Behind it came shouting, flashes of light, and the sharp crack of something breaking through the dark. A branch struck its face.

Then came pain. Then blood. Then fear. Not the fear of capture, but the shattered panic of flight, of crashing through undergrowth and striking branches while its wounded body struggled on and something far worse remained behind.

Through gaps in the trees came broken glimpses of iron bars, torchlight, stone, wet chains, and the cold sense of confinement.

Its parents were there.

And from somewhere inside that half-seen place came a roar.

Not from a male, but from a female.

It hit me so hard that I woke with my hand buried in moss and my teeth clenched hard enough to ache.

The hatchling was awake too, pressed so tightly against my side that it felt as though it meant to crawl beneath my ribs.

My face was wet again, but this time, I did not wipe it away at once.

I sat there in the dark with one hand resting on the hatchling and the salt water cooling on my skin, listening until my own breathing no longer sounded like something I might have to force back under control.

Then, quietly — because the words mattered now, even if I did not fully understand why — I said,

"That way."

The hatchling lifted its head.

I laid my hand over its shoulder, over the healing edges of the wound and the heat still burning beneath them.

"T-together," I said.

It blinked slowly. Then it gave a low, rough purr, certain enough that for a moment I could almost mistake it for agreement rather than instinct.

That was enough.

Morning would come. The pain would still be there. The fever would still burn in the small body pressed against mine. The forest would still hold men who mistook ownership for faith and cruelty for righteousness.

However, none of that changed what lay ahead.

What had begun as a pull — a direction felt somewhere deep in the body — had become something more.

A promise.

When sleep came for me again, I let it. One hand rested against the hatchling's side. The other remained wrapped around the knife.

Under stone, root, and wind, we held to what little warmth remained.

And by dawn, we would walk again.

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