But now, she doesn't want to divorce Lu Jingchen, nor does she want to do anything that would make her regret.
Leaving five years ago had already made her miss out on a lot, and also made Lu Jingchen's life so bitter.
Assistant Xue's words to her back then are still unforgettable; every time she sees Lu Jingchen, those scenes seem to play out in front of her.
She couldn't even imagine how Lu Jingchen managed to get through these five years.
Did he numb himself with work? Or with alcohol?
She even learned that when she first married Lu Jingchen, he didn't have much of a smoking habit, hardly ever smoked, but after she returned to the country, she found Lu Jingchen had a big habit.
According to Assistant Xue, during the years she was gone, Lu Jingchen not only used work to numb himself, but also alcohol and cigarettes, and at one point almost succumbed to drug addiction.
