Hearing so, Liú Yu again smiled, saying: "Am I despicable or are you? A vile and lowly slut, knowing clearly that the person already possessed a chief wife, yet still harboring a dream of unrequited love, multiple turns laying out toxic plots to have your lewd frenzy satisfied and filled; do you see yourself as ashamed or not? Or conversely, as long as a man embraces and plays with you, it is sufficient? If it be thus, I also can provide toward you."
Each of his words was similar to a thousand arrows piercing through Yan Si's heart, causing him to be immensely aching and painful: "I.. am not… am not…"
Inside his head, it was shrieking and crying for help in utter despair, yet pondering toward it, conversely he knew not whom to call; once every single thing was broken open, he would officially be banished by RongCheng and detested to the ultimate degree.
After an interval of utter vilification, Liú Yu again whispered softly into Yan Si's ear: "Obediently listen to words, I absolutely will keep this secret tightly concealed! You still can together with his Highness stealthily go back and forth, and then during the times when he arrives not, I will replace him to satisfy you, giving toward you very much pleasure; ponder carefully back and forth to see whether in such a manner is better or not?"
Yan Si unceasingly shook his head heavily: "Wish it not…"
He wished not to perform this matter with anyone outside of his Eldest brother; the sensation was truly hideous… immensely hideous…
Catching sight of him still not submitting, Liú Yu again said: "Or do you wish for jade and stone to together shatter? If this matter is permitted to be exposed, my death is one thing, but even you, a slut, afterward hope not to be beside his Highness a single turn further! You harmed him into being unfaithful, unrighteous, and inhuman, betraying his own chief wife; when the truth is unfurled and revealed, he might by reason of righteousness not kill you, but definitely will hate you until the end of life and end of generations."
"Speak no further… speak no further…" Yan Si truly had cried until his tears dried and emptied, yet for what cause had every single thing still not concluded? For what cause did his very self fall into the interior of this cruel and harsh circumstance?
Because his own self also understood clearly the catastrophic consequences if the matter unfortunately was exposed; wished it not…
"I truly wish it not."
Liú Yu suddenly rubbed upon Yan Si's cheek, wiping away the tears for him, saying: "Cry no further! Look you, his Highness already possessed a chief wife, thereupon abandoned the lover; does he deign to care for you in any place? To permit me to assist you, what is there that is not good, speak you see? We are entirely men, after all, there is no damage or loss."
Yan Si unceasingly shook his head and ceased resisting, solely knowing to cry full of gloomy depression… Liú Yu spoke without a single incorrect word; he knew clearly his own self was holding onto RongCheng by means of despair. A beggar begging for alms of a trickling drop of affection, sacrificing the physical frame until strength was exhausted and energy failed, in the final analysis, he still was brushed aside by the man to the margin after every single demand was fully met.
In former years, RongCheng brought Yan Si back to the palace with absolute affection and treasured respect, because of thinking that his adopted brother was innocent and pure, requiring to be shielded and protected… At that period of time, the man cared for and nurtured him bit by bit, and then when he slipped his foot and fell into the blind net of love, throughout the entire day solely knowing to be beneath his physical body to beg for pleasure, his ideal model collapsed, bringing infinite annoyance and vexation with no knowledge of how to resolve; the man evaded, avoided, and hid his face, even abandoning him…
In comparison with Shang Yuan, the genuine light of RongCheng's life, he conversely represented fallen desire; the man feared him to the ultimate bound.
Glimpsing that Yan Si had ceased every single reaction, Liú Yu solely let out a cold smile, continuing to torment him to satisfy his surge of envy…
Yan Si knew clearly his very self was being persecuted and violated, it was solely that the body had grown excessively accustomed to this matter, thereupon turning against the will of resistance; he felt a hideous sensation toward his very self yet was devoid of means to control, inside his heart aching and painful to the ultimate degree.
Knowing his own self was incapable of crying out aloud by reason of fearing people arriving, fearing every single matter being thoroughly exposed… even if it were a trickling drop of affection, Yan Si still wished it… Originally from the beginning, he had borne the status of an entity abandoned and cast away by parents and the world; now possessing a person caring a short bit was also acceptable, rather than permitting the man to detest him for the entirety of life and entirety of generations, being driven back to the deep forest with no knowledge of how his own self must exist… His entire world had entirely collapsed already, it was incapable of living further.
And so, those toxic words of Liú Yu resounded beside Yan Si's ear, reminding him that he was a man, even if violated, it would conversely leave no consequences behind. Stubbornly clinging a short bit further… a short bit further only…
Glimpsing and realizing the person had step by step submitted, Liú Yu parted his lips into a smile, asking: "How is it, have you finished pondering or not? Afterward, you must act as a slave-entity for me, absolutely must submit to commands, not being permitted to resist, do you know or not? Then I definitely will permit you to satisfy your surge of pleasure!"
Already being driven into the ultimate dead end, Yan Si was silent for a long while, in the final analysis, with bitterness and choked grief nodded his head, leaving the scoundrel to act at will… That night, turn after turn again arrived, lengthily dragging and lasting throughout the entire watch of the night.
The following morning, Liú Yu knew the period the little eunuch appeared, by reason of that, he early departed away. The period Xiao Yi arrived was very silent, solely in a gentle manner bringing water, intending to wipe clean the physical frame for his master, yet conversely caused him to awaken.
Yan Si in panic sat up abruptly, pushing Xiao Yi away, afterward looking upon his own entire body, conversely feeling immensely sorrowful and pained inside his heart.
Thinking toward the words Liú Yu used to degrade him as even lower than a beast, and even the method the scoundrel used to humiliate him… it was foul and bad to a degree that not a single word could describe the grief… Suddenly realizing his dark and gloomy days ahead, Yan Si wrapped his arms across to embrace upon his own frame, and then unceasingly shuddered up again…
"Master…" How could Xiao Yi understand what matter it was? He solely knew to in bewilderment look upon Yan Si.
Passing across an interval of regaining his composure, Yan Si in a lowered voice said: "Bring water here toward me, and then lead Mao Zi outside."
Xiao Yi received the command, instantly going to perform it straight away.