However, as the days passed.
From 60—61, from 61-62, from 62—63, from 63—64.
When the wild geese flew south four times and carried her yearning, after years of anxious waiting, she finally understood one thing.
Chengxuan... will not come back in this lifetime.
All the plans she made to either have a good fight or coldly reject him, and live the rest of her life alone, became clear as the days went by.
Does she hate him?
If Feng Chengxuan had come to her immediately after Li Zhi's death, she certainly would have hated him.
After all, at that moment, he chose his son, let go of her decision, which made her heart, even knowing he loved her, unable to overcome certain hurdles.
But as the days went by, faced with Feng Chengxuan's absence at her door.
She suddenly understood the way Feng Chengxuan loves her; she realized after self-blame, she no longer hated him...
After all, on this journey, though she was the victim, when has Feng Chengxuan not been one too?
