The past in memories is wonderfully perfect, yet Church feels no resonance with such beautiful memories, as if recounting another person's past.
"I'm really scared of becoming a boring adult, but in the end, that's what I've become."
Church rubbed his face hard to relax his tense muscles, and at the same time, his appearance started to change, no longer the face Bologue was familiar with, but one remembered by Afeiya.
The faceless man.
Bologue could somewhat understand Church's predicament; from the start, Church was using a false face towards Afeiya, the deeper he fell, the more afraid he was to show his true face.
"I'm not sure if this is a void of thoughts or utilitarianism. I've started to reject things I find meaningless, like Afeiya. There are so many challenges between us, even if we successfully hold hands, how long could it last?"
Church's voice was filled with emptiness, "It's meaningless."
"That sounds utterly void."
