What life was I meant to live. The life as the next heir to my fathers company. The son of the kim family or the genius of science. The only life i was able to live was of a waste of potential and a failure. I only clinged to their words. I never tried to get back.
I just want my family back. I dont care if i am not able to live for another day i want the happy couple for whom i was born to back, i want my loving sister had back. Why was I the only one who lived from that accident.
The ringing of self hate was echoing through my mind for hours and reapating for days. They were reaching far deeper to my mind than they ever did, and the only thing that stooped them now was the alarm, which was left by me before I dozed off on this bed.
"Not even the worlds softest bed is able to get me out of the painful nightmare of a childhood that i had to spend." My eyes were near to tearing up but those tears never fell. It was an endless cycle of sponging the emotions that i had to feel since that day.
The room in which I was in didn't feel familiar, and my dizzy eyes didn't help me understand where I am. As i tried to focus my eyes i saw a well furnished room in front of me. I was slowly able to remember what happened yesterday. " why do you have to be a real thing that happened yesterday why am I stuck in this world now."
The room was very much full of expensive furniture and interior designing. I walked up to the bathroom to look into the mirror near the sink. My eyes which were still a bit blurry could only let me see one thing clearly, my turquoise blue eyes and white hair which was similar to silver. These two features reminded me of my father. The kindest person i had ever met, the only person i had ever looked upto and dreamt to be his succesor.
These dreams washed up that day as the same as how the haziness had left me the moment I poured cold water over my face. It reminded me of their bodies flowing with blood.
I could not look at myself with those memories, with the guilt of not being able to save them. The haunting pain that was driving me near to total insanity.
I looked into the mirror once again, the sapphire blue eyes were shining brigther than before. " A smiling morning ends with a joyful night. Smile with your heart qpenjoy with your soul." These were the words of min suki, my mother. I always took these words to my heart and tried to smile with my heart. Tbat smile only lasted till that morning. I went on with my morning freshup routine and openedy mobile to look at the time. It was nearly nine in the morning and there was a message waiting for me which was written by the author.
" welcome to the world of the The blossom blade towers novels. As you know that the novel is unfinished im giving you few gifts as a compensation. First is the choice to choose any three skills of your choice and the ability to choose any class ( special classes require tests to be given). The second is that you and se-ah will be able to train as much as you want without drawbacks and greater results till the begining of the apocalypse hour. I wont be giving anything else nor am i gonna mesage you after this. You will be on your own from now on and one more thing you will be able to meet the protagonists after you clear the third floor.
Yours author of the blossom blade tower"
My hand began shaking out of frustration." This damn author has the guts to send me this kind of fucking message to me after being send into another world because of your damn request. If ever have the chance the meet you and kill you there then remember one thing i will give you the most painful death that you will ever know." " just you wait."
I sat down on the couch that was already in this room and tried opening the webnovel i was sent into. I was somehow able to read it. I didn't take any hesitation and began re reading the novel once again from the first chapter to the fiftieth chapter and god knows what kind of pain am I gonna have to go through.
I checked the calander to see when in time were we sent to. It was the thirteent of september. It was very ironic, today is my sisters birthday. " happy birthday to you kim yun my dear sister, I miss you alot." My mobile gallery had less than fifty photos and even in that nearly fourty of them are of my sisters. I looked at those photos every day. Her hair was similar to mine but it would glow brighter than my silver hair and along with her sapphire blue and emerald green eyes were a sight to seewith her beautiful looks. It made her look as if i was with an fairy in from a fantasy book.
But now that fairy was in heaven or reincarnated into anotherworld maybe. But wherever she is, I only wish for her to be happy.
Enought reminiscing with the past, i now have to find a way to survive hell. The towers in this world are older than human civilization itself and the mana which was coming out of the tower was taken to be radioation. This cause the government to make a barrier around the tower of nearly nine kilometer radius.
That is the best place to train as it can train my mana resistivity and help me grow better because of the manas regenerative capability.
But that wasnt so simple here