CHAPTER 50
HEY GUYSSS, I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THAT THERE IS A MAKE OUT SCENE AHEAD...
ANYWAYS , THANKS TO ALL OF YOU FOR READING ....
CHLOE'S POV
He was done with the strings and the only thing holding the dress from falling were the spaghetti straps.
"I should get going now", he turned around to leave when I caught him by his wrist.
He stopped and turned around to face me. I grabbed him by his collar and smashed my lips on his. He pulled away and I was a bit disappointed.
"What do you think you're doing?"
"I'm making out with you. Is it a problem?", I said trailing my fingers on his chest.
"You're high on alcohol so I'm sure you don't know what you're doing?"
"I know exactly what I'm doing and I want you to just go with it", I crashed my lips on his and this time, he didn't pull back. He kissed me with just as much intensity and I smiled.
Something about the kiss felt familiar.....
Meh....
I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me close.
I moaned softly and he led me to the bed, sitting down so I was now straddling him.
He started trailing wet kisses down my neck.
"You're so beautiful"
"Mmm", I bit my lower lip to suppress a moan.
My fingers found their way to his hair and tugged on it.
He came back to my lips, and his hands drew circles on my bare back.
His tongue nibbled on my lower lip and I allowed him to explore my mouth.
I was about taking of the dress when he stopped me.
"What're you doing?"
"I'm taking it off"
I'm so sure I wanna loose my V-card now..
"We're not gonna have sex"
"Why not?"
"You're drunk and you'll probably regret this in the morning"
"I won't"
"Yes, you will. I know you that well"
"Fine, then. You don't wanna have sex with me. You hate me too", I got off him and ran to the bathroom.
He ran after me and knocked on the door.
"Chloe, open the door"
"No!"
"Please"
"No!", I heard him sigh on the other end.
He stopped knocking and I didn't hear any retreating footsteps which meant that he was still here.
I was getting too dizzy to even do anything and I feel asleep.
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SATURDAY
I woke up with a headache and I couldn't remember why. I got up from the cold floor I was lying on and looked at myself in the bathroom mirror.
I looked like someone who just had a wonderful night with a guy. Then, I saw the hickeys....
Memories from last night came to me and I blushed hard.
Did all those really happen?
I got out of the toilet and met Keith sleeping beside the door. I woke him up.
"Hey", I said to him.
"Hi, do you have a headache?"
"Yeah, a hangover from the alcohol"
"Just take some Advil and you'll be fine"
"Ok. Did anything weird happen last night?", I asked and he seems to think about it for a second before replying.
"No, you just had a lot of alcohol and I had to take you home"
"Oh", why did he tell me the truth?
"I have to go home now" and he left, not using my window this time.
He left using the door which seemed weird.
I was already used to him leaving with the window.
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Keith hasn't talked to me since on Saturday and throughout this week. Whenever I see him, he's either with Sia or his teammates and I can't talk to him while they're there.
Today's just another Saturday and I think I should do what I've never done before.
My feelings have grown way to big to be ignored.
I put on a tank top and shorts before heading to his house. His car was in his driveway so he couldn't avoid me now.
I rang his doorbell and he came out a few minutes later.
"Hi"
"..."
"I just wanted to know why you've been avoiding me"
"I haven't been avoiding you. I just decided to do what you said"
"And what is that?"
"Us going back to strangers after the project"
"I didn't mean that"
"You did"
"Maybe I did but I don't want us to be strangers anymore"
"And why is that? You said you wanted space and I respect your decision so please, leave"
"I won't. Kay, I'm sorry, for everything. I didn't want us to continue with what we have because I was scared. I was scared that you'll betray me just as Nolan did. I was scared Hailey was gonna come between us. I was scared.....of falling in love with you. I thought maybe setting up boundaries would be a good idea but it made me realize how much I like you"
"..."
" I know that nothing I've said can justify what I've done but I want you to forgive me and maybe we could be together. I can't deny the feelings anymore. I can't deny the sparks. I love you", I said and stood on my toes to kiss him.
He didn't kiss me back, instead he moved back.
" Chloe, just go home", my heart sank.
A tear slipped from my eye and I stayed rooted in my spot.
"What?"
"Just go home. You don't know what you're saying. You're saying all these because you're trying to forget Nolan", he said and shut the door.
I scoffed.
Trying to forget Nolan?
I am so over Nolan but I don't think I can get over Keith....
I've fallen way too hard.....
I've gotten way too attached.....
I knew this was gonna happen and I could've stopped it sooner.....
I managed to walk back to my house and plopped on my bed. That was when I let the tears flow freely. Just when I thought I found the right guy, I messed it up.