It's been two weeks since Zion and Xavier reconciliation and Zion has been discharged from the hospital and back on his feet
And I'm so glad he's finally okay.
"What are you thinking about?" I heard Xavier say, pulling me closer to his chest.
"Just thinking about Zion.
"And how my life just changed unexpectedly" I told Xavier honestly.
We were currently in my room Xavier and I have been cuddling for hours now, his breath lightly hitting my face here and there. And I loved it
"Same but I'm happy you are part of mine now" he said, giving me a small kiss.
And it felt like heaven and something inside me wanted more.
Craved for more.
I turned my head slightly, kissing him deeply. Xavier groaned harshly pulling me closer.
"Limah" he whispered breathlessly
"Can I try something"
"Can I" he whispered slightly, kissing my neck.
I nodded unable to find my voice
Within a second Xavier was on top of me opening my legs gently and settling in between them.
"Ahhh" I moaned slightly pulling him closer
I felt his lips on my neck kissing me slightly at first and then more intensely, I covered my mouth with my hands trying to suppress my moans.
"I wanna hear you" Xavier said, removing my hand and kissing it gently.
"Can I get rid of this?" he asked, tugging at my dress.
"Yeah" I whispered, my vioce sounding foreign to my own ears.
Within a second my dress was gone my undies were the only piece of clothing covering my body right now.
I have never really felt insecure about my body before but being almost naked in front of Xavier I couldn't help the feeling.
This is Xavier we talking about here
His body literally screams perfection.
And I'm far from that
"Hey, get out of your head"
"You beautiful"
"Every inch of you is beautiful, Limah" Xavier continued, giving me a small kiss on my forehead.
"We don't have to do anything you are not comfortable with, you know," he said, looking at me with serious eyes.
"And we don't have to go all the way" he added.
"I want this," I said to Xavier, grinding on him roughly.
"Limah" Xavier moaned loudly.
"I'm trying to control myself here"
"And you are not helping matters," he added, breathing hard.
"Don't hold back" I said seductively tugging at his shirt.
I couldn't believe this was me right now, never in a million years will i ever imagine myself being this desperate to be touched.
I craved for his touch
Xavier woke up a part of me that I Never knew existed until now and it scares me, but in a good way.
"I don't have a heart but I can feel my heart beating so fast right now baby" he whispered, pulling his shirt off his head.
I blushed at the word baby.
I guess I liked being called that.
I never knew someone taking off their shirt could be this hot.
I gasped when I finally took a look at Xavier's body. He's literally the hottest guy I have ever seen.
I trailed my hands lightly around his chest up to his arms, gripping his biceps pulling him closer.
I didn't want any space between us.
With Xavier I arched for things I couldn't put into words.
I yearn for him.
Every part of him.
"Can I" Xavier asked, pointing at my chest.
I nodded
And my bra was gone before I could even take another breath.
Geez he's fast I thought to myself.
Xavier lips were back on mine kissing Xavier was my new favorite thing in the world right now.
His hand gently gripped my tits pulling at them. I moaned loudly.
"Ahhh"
I could feel Xavier breathing on my nipple. I turned face down to look at him and he was already looking at me, asking for permission and I grabbed his hair pulling at it.
When Xavier lips finally touched my nipple.
I whimpered at the feeling. And when he started sucking on it I couldn't control my moans any longer.
"Ah ah Xavier" I moaned, scratching at his back pulling him closer.
I could feel Xavier hard on pressing on my thighs, through the pants he was still wearing. And I couldn't help myself. I started grinding on it.
"Limah" Xavier groaned breathing harshly
"I think we should stop," he said, pulling his lips away from my nipples.
"Nooo" I whimpered trying to pull him back closer to me.
"If we don't stop I will end up losing self control"
"And I don't want to do anything you aren't ready for," he added, looking at me with an expression I couldn't quite explain.
I guess he was right deep down. I know I am not ready for that now. But my body right now was saying otherwise.
"Okay" he said, kissing me one last time before getting off me.
The bulge in his pants was still very much visible.
"Limah stop looking at me like that" Xavier warned
"Please" Xavier added more weakly
"I didn't do anything"
"I'm going to the bathroom" I said trying to get up Xavier grip my hands pulling me back down.
"Are you okay " he asked with worried eyes
"I'm sorry if "
"Nooo it's not that" I cut him off quickly.
"I wanted it too okay," I said giving Xavier a small smile.
" I just need to wash up," I told Xavier shyly.
"Oh" Xavier said
"Yeah" I said, running quickly to the bathroom.
When I got in I slammed the door lightly. When I took a look at myself in the mirror I was stunned at what I saw.
I looked erotic
My hair was a mess my lips were swollen, love bite all of my neck and chest and my nipples were still hard
"Ughhh"
"I need to calm down"
"I definitely need a shower," I said to myself.
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When I got out of the bathroom, I saw Xavier standing in his favourite spot, front of my window.
Our window rather.
Immediately he sensed my presence he turned to look at me. When our gaze met I trembled.
Xavier eyes will always be my favorite thing to look at
"Come here" Xavier mumbled, opening his arms, smiling at me sweetly.
I walked to him immediately and melted into his arms.
"You smell heavenly" Xavier whispered pulling me closer
"I could eat you up," he added, biting my cheek playfully.
"Stop that" I replied giggling loudly, hugging him more tightly.
And moments like this means the most to me.
I have always read books that talk about love, romance and fantasy are my favorite genres.
But experiencing it now, makes me realize no matter how love it's described it can never be understood until it's felt.
I have always been delusional, wanting a love story that will seem unbelievable and here I am madly in love with a ghost boy.
Not just any ghost boy.
Xavier
My Xavier
And I don't care, because that's what makes it special.
Something about Xavier it's like an addiction, that I don't ever want to go away.