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Chapter 53 - Chapter 53

"So you went ahead and publicly made that announcement," Cecilia said quietly, lifting the cup Damian had poured for her and taking an unhurried sip.

Her tone was calm, far too calm.

The kind of calm that carried a warning.

Damian exhaled sharply.

"Well, you left me no choice. You refused to listen, what else was I supposed to do? I had to make you listen one way or another."

Cecilia's eyes lifted to him, slow and deliberate.

"And lying during a royal banquet," she said, voice chilled to ice, "was the best option available to you. Wasn't it?"

This time, she didn't bother hiding the glare she leveled at him.

Her posture remained perfectly composed back straight, shoulders relaxed but there was an undeniable lethality simmering beneath her stillness.

A quiet threat.

A warning that one wrong move could cost someone far more than pride.

Damian frowned. "When did I lie?" he asked.

He sounded genuinely confused.

"And what exactly do you think I lied about?"

Cecilia stared at him for a long moment.

Is he actually serious? He believes that the nonsense he spewed in front of the entire nobility.

Unbelievable.

"You should have checked your facts," she said, her voice sharpening like a blade, "before making that grand announcement about my parents being missing and about you being my guardian years after the letter was allegedly delivered."

Her tone grew colder with every word, as if each syllable froze the air further.

Damian's face tightened.

"What are you implying, Cecilia?"

Cecilia set her cup down with a soft, deliberate clink.

She leaned forward just slightly, her gaze never wavering, her expression unreadable controlled to perfection.

"Why don't you figure it out yourself," she said.

"I'm sure you're smart enough to connect the dots."

The silence that followed stretched thin and tense.

Each second felt heavier than the last, as though the room itself braced for the explosion simmering just beneath Cecilia's icy composure.

And Damian, for the first time, looked genuinely uneasy.

It didn't take long for Damian to connect the dots. As the realization settled in, the colour drained from his face.

"It… can't be. No," he whispered, turning toward Cecilia with a desperate look begging her to deny the very thing he already knew was true. "Please… tell me it's not like that."

For a brief moment, Cecilia's eyes softened. A flicker of sorrow passed through them raw, quiet, unguarded.

And in that fragile second of silence, Damian received his answer.

A soft, broken sob escaped him, filling the room with a grief he had never experienced before.

"There's no point crying about it now," Cecilia said quietly.

"They were my best friends," Damian choked out. "I never knew anything… I just assumed they were missing." His voice cracked under the weight of guilt and disbelief.

"I'm sorry," she replied, her tone gentler but unyielding. "But right now, there is something far more important than grief. And that is finding and killing the ones who murdered my entire family."

"Cecilia… don't be like that. Give yourself time. Allow yourself to grieve," Damian pleaded.

"The world doesn't grant that privilege to the weak," she said, her voice cold, steady, almost frighteningly composed.

The words struck him like a harsh slap. Until moments ago, he had seen her as a girl whose parents had simply disappeared, tragic, yes, but not unimaginable.

But now… after the truth unraveled, after seeing the pain hidden beneath her calm exterior, the image shattered.

The person sitting before him wasn't the fragile girl he thought she was.

She was someone scarred far deeper than he had ever realized, someone standing on the edge of a darkness he couldn't yet see the bottom of.

And he suddenly understood that what he had seen… was only the tip of the iceberg.

Damian wiped his eyes with the back of his sleeve, trying to steady his breath. The air between them had grown thick, almost suffocating, as if grief itself had taken a physical seat in the room.

"Cecilia… you don't have to carry this alone," he whispered.

She raised her eyes to him calm, almost unnervingly composed as though the weight threatening to crush him barely grazed her.

Before she could respond, a low, amused voice drifted through the room.

"Like she had someone to lean on," Nox drawled as he materialized from the shadows, taking a seat beside Cecilia with casual indifference.

"I told you to stay inside," she muttered without looking at him.

"I couldn't stand his stupidity," Nox replied lazily. "I told you telling him the truth would end exactly like this. Oh, and you owe me ten gold coins."

That irritating bastard.

He actually won.

I can't believe he predicted Damian's reaction word for word.

Cecilia exhaled slowly, dragging her gaze from Nox back to Damian who now looked even more overwhelmed, eyes darting between them as if trying to anchor himself.

"As Nox mentioned," she began, voice steady, almost hollow, "I didn't have anyone to lean on. And there's no point forcing comfort where it never existed."

Damian swallowed hard, visibly trying to regain his composure, but she cut him off before he could speak.

"What's done is done," she said. "And nothing in this world, no regret, nor crying will change what happened."

Her tone didn't spike. It didn't waver. It simply settled over the room like a cold mist.

She continued, "Going forward, I intend to follow my plan. Every part of it. And I'm telling you this now because sooner or later… I will leave."

His head snapped up. "What do you mean by that?"

She met his gaze without hesitation.

"The only reason I joined the academy was that I was too young," she said. "I needed time. Time to grow, to prepare. Time before I could reclaim what is mine by right."

Nox leaned back, smirking as if he already knew every word she was about to speak.

"And the moment I come of age," Cecilia continued, her voice lowering into something colder, sharper far older than her years,

The temperature in the room seemed to drop.

"I will bring destruction with me."

Her words were not spoken in anger.

They were spoken like a prophecy.

Like a fate already sealed.

"When that day comes," she added, "the world will learn what it created. What it pushed into the dark. What it forced to become just to survive."

Damian's voice trembled, barely more than a whisper.

"Cecilia… that's not you."

For a heartbeat, the room was silent.

Then both Cecilia and Nox burst into laughter sharp, unrestrained, almost mocking.

"That's not you?" Nox echoed, wiping an imaginary tear. "That is exactly who Lia is."

Cecilia shook her head, amusement flickering across her face. "Headmaster, you really do know how to joke. It's adorable, honestly." She raised her hand dismissively. "We apologize for laughing, but this watered-down version you've been seeing? That is not who I am."

"If you really want the truth," she added, voice dropping into something cold and unbothered, "ask Commander Cael. He'll tell you exactly what I am."

Damian didn't flinch. "Even if I hear a thousand things from others, I won't believe any of it," he said firmly. "I'll believe the version of you I see with my own eyes. And I'll be the one to decide who you truly are."

Cecilia froze.

Those words, simple, earnest, and stubborn hit her with a force she didn't expect.

For once, she had nothing to say.

No sharp retort.

No cold dismissal.

"I— That… I…" She blinked, genuinely speechless. "What am I even supposed to say to that?"

"You broke her," Nox announced, shaking her shoulders lightly.

"I'm not broken," Cecilia grumbled, swatting at Nox's hand. She took a breath, her tone shifting to something almost formal. "Since you said such… generous words, I'll tell you something. Something a guardian deserves to know."

Damian straightened instantly, eyes bright with expectation.

Cecilia sighed internally.

Too bad, he was going to be disappointed.

"I'll be leaving the academy for a few days," she said. "I have urgent matters that require my attention."

His face fell so quickly as all his expectations and excitement fell down the drain.

"WHAT?" Damian shot to his feet, alarmed. "Where are you going?"

"To Luton," she replied, calm and entirely unbothered.

"And what urgent business do you have there?"

She gave him a flat look.

He was always nosy but this was another level entirely.

"I'm needed at the guild," she said finally.

Damian blinked. "Why would you be needed at a guild?"

"Why wouldn't I be?" Cecilia countered. "I'm the master of that guild."

Silence.

Complete, stunned silence.

"Since when," Damian managed slowly, "did you start owning a guild?"

"I think… shortly after the war ended," Cecilia said, scratching her cheek as if trying to remember the exact date. "Anyway, now that you know where I'll be, I have a mountain of work to finish before I leave tomorrow."

Damian stared at her. "You're leaving tomorrow?"

"First thing in the morning." She stood, adjusting her cloak. "Now, if you'll excuse me—good night."

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"Do you think he'll become my enemy one day? That he'll stand in my way?" I asked Nox.

The question wasn't directed at him—not truly.

It was meant for myself.

A quiet, desperate attempt to reassure the part of me that feared this moment would eventually become a thorn driven deep into my chest.

Nox understood. He knew what I was implying and what it meant to look at someone and hope foolishly that they would never betray you.

I had never trusted anyone. Not on the frontlines. Not in the aftermath.

Trust was a luxury only the naïve could afford.

I had seen what became of those who believed in others too blindly.

What was left of them afterwards wasn't even corpses just memories drenched in regret.

"Only time will answer that," Nox said quietly. "Whether he becomes your ally… or your enemy."

He wasn't wrong.

I shouldn't make assumptions.

But I hoped Damian wouldn't turn against me.

I didn't want to raise my blade against the friend of my parents.

The day slipped by in a blur of tasks, preparations, and silent thoughts.

By nightfall, the frost had thickened, clinging to the earth like thin shards of glass.

A biting wind crept through the academy walls, whispering that the seasons were shifting again quietly, inevitably.

Before dawn even touched the horizon, Lux and Frore dangled limply over my shoulders, half asleep and complaining in unison.

"Why do we have to leave at dawn…" they whined, voices muffled and drowsy.

"Because I have work to attend to," I replied flatly. "Work that has to be finished if I want to return in a we—"

My words died.

When I saw someone.

Standing under the dim glow of the réverbères, those tall, old-fashioned lamps that bathed the courtyard in soft, bluish light was Damian.

He wasn't moving.

He was simply… waiting.

For me.

My steps faltered.

For a moment, the world went quiet.

It was the first time in years—no, perhaps ever, that someone waited for me.

Not out of obligation.

Not out of duty.

But because they wanted to.

I thought moments like this were reserved for other people.

The lucky ones.

The ones who had someone running toward them with wide smiles and outstretched arms.

I used to watch scenes like that from a distance, envy twisting in my chest like a knife, believing I would never feel anything close to it again.

I buried that longing long ago.

Shoved it deep, told myself it was foolish to want something so fragile, something that could easily be broken.

But standing there, bathed in faint, fragile light… Damian made that buried longing stir again.

A small, aching hope unfurled inside me, hesitant and trembling.

Someone waited for me.

And the simple truth of that cracked something inside my chest, something I didn't know still existed.

"What are you doing here?"

The words tumbled out of me unevenly, sounding far more blunt than I intended.

"Waiting for you," Damian replied without hesitation. "I knew you would leave before dawn."

I froze.

Why…?

Why would he wait for someone like me?

Someone who didn't deserve this kind of kindness—something I wasn't meant to have.

He stepped closer, his footsteps echoing softly through the quiet courtyard. The early morning light painted faint halos around the réverbères above us, making everything feel softer, gentler.

"I've been thinking about what you said last night," he continued, reaching out and carefully tying the ribbon of my cloak. His touch was steady and patient. "I realized I've been seeing everything from my own perspective… and not yours."

He adjusted the knot with a small, careful tug.

"From now on, I want to understand you. I know I can't change or fix what happened to you, not even a little. But I can promise this: I'll be your safe space. Someone you can turn to when things get too heavy, too confusing, or too painful."

Then, with a gentle smile, he pinched my nose affectionately.

His voice softened. "I'll become your home, Cecilia. And I hope that one day… I'll get to see you smile with genuine happiness. The kind that reaches your eyes."

Something inside my chest twisted.

Warm. Unfamiliar.

Almost frightening in its tenderness.

I had only ever considered Nox to be my family.

The only one allowed this close.

Did Damian's words meant I was to let him in now?

To open my heart the slightest inch?

Before I could form an answer, light giggling reached me, his giggling.

"I can tell exactly what you're thinking," Damian said with a knowing smile. "You don't have to rush anything. We'll figure it out together. Baby steps."

"I…"

The word stuck in my throat. I tried again.

"I've only ever seen Nox as my family. No one else. But… from now on…" I looked down, fingers curling slightly. "I think I can start seeing you as my guardian."

Damian's expression softened further.

He reached out and gently patted my head, ruffling my hair in a way that felt strangely reassuring.

"When you come back," he said, "let's have dinner together. All of us."

I nodded, a small, shy smile tugging at my lips before I even realized it.

And then the words slipped out, words I hadn't planned to say, words buried deep in my chest until now.

"I'll be back soon."

His answering smile was warm enough to cut through the morning chill. He waved as the magic enveloped me, and I felt the faint pull of teleportation wrap around my senses.

It was strange, disorienting, but there was a flicker of comfort in it too.

A warmth I wasn't used to.

And, quietly, strangely…

I found myself liking it.

Teleportation ended with a soft rush of air, like stepping out of a dream and back into reality. My boots touched solid ground again, colder than before, and I inhaled sharply as the world settled around me.

Luton.

The scent of damp earth and burning firewood filled the early morning air. Réverbères flickered along the stone streets, their flames dancing against the mist that curled low to the ground. Buildings of dark stone and weathered wood rose on either side, familiar yet distant, a place I had visited countless times, and yet today… It felt different.

Maybe because I felt different.

Lux and Frore stirred on my shoulders, finally waking properly from their half-asleep complaints.

"Are we here…?" Lux mumbled, rubbing his eyes.

"Yes," I replied softly. "We're here."

Frore yawned so widely his tiny eyes disappeared into slits. "Still too early…"

Nox materialized beside me with a lazy stretch, as if we had simply finished a morning stroll instead of teleporting across half the kingdom.

"Finally," he said with exaggerated relief. "We're here."

I adjusted my cloak, letting my eyes wander over the familiar streets. "Let's walk around for a while before we head to the guild."

Nox placed a dramatic hand on his chest. "Sure, why not? After all, someone took a very big emotional stride today."

I groaned internally the moment he brought it up.

He sniffled loudly fake, obnoxiously, and absolutely intentional.

"I never thought I'd live to see this day. My Lia, taking a step forward in life—oh, the emotions—"

"Stop."

He only grinned wider.

"No," he said cheerfully. "You know why? Because I'm actually proud of you. You opened your heart today, even if it was by half a millimeter. That's still progress."

Heat prickled at my ears. I quickened my pace.

We wandered through the streets of Luton, letting the gentle morning noise wash around us. The town was fully awake now, the market stalls already open, vendors calling out their morning greetings, the smell of fresh bread drifting from bakeries, and sailors unloading cargo from ships docked at the sparkling port.

Luton.

A port town reborn from ruin.

One of the few territories I received for my service on the frontlines.

When I arrived here years ago, it had been a ghost of a town nearly abandoned, surviving on scraps of trade and dimming hope. More than half the residents had already fled. The rest struggled to survive in broken homes and leaking roofs. Poverty clung to every street corner.

The economy?

Nonexistent.

The security?

Laughable. Not a single functioning guard station. Crime thrived in the cracks.

Fixing it had taken months, sometimes it felt like years.

Rebuilding the port, restoring trade routes, repairing homes, recruiting guards, and establishing a stable economy.

Brick by brick, effort by effort, Luton began to breathe again.

And now…

Bustling streets.

Colourful stalls.

Families laughing.

Ships lined up like glistening giants on the water.

Visitors wandering with wonder-filled eyes.

From the ashes of a dying town, it has grown into one of the most luxurious places to live or vacation filled with culture, life, and opportunity.

And at its heart stood the one place that symbolized everything I had built:

My guild headquarters.

We continued forward, turning onto the main street leading to the guild. The towering structure came into view, the headquarters rising beautifully above the town, crafted from pale stone and enchanted metal, banners fluttering proudly with the guild's emblem.

As we approached the massive front gates, two sentries on duty caught sight of me. Their eyes widened instantly.

"Master!"

"Guildmaster—she's here!"

Their shouts echoed upward.

A heartbeat later, the gates swung open and several guild members rushed out some still half-dressed in armour, others with tools in hand, clearly pulled straight from morning tasks.

"Guildmaster!"

"Welcome back, Master!"

"We didn't expect you this early!"

Their voices overlapped, joyful, surprised, relieved.

One of the younger members bounced excitedly on his feet.

"Should we alert the Vice-Captain? Should we prepare tea? Breakfast? A report room?"

Another elbowed him. "Let her breathe! Max, she literally just arrived!"

I couldn't help it, my lips curved in a small, warm smile.

It felt… nice.

To be welcomed.

To be expected.

To belong somewhere.

Nox glanced sideways at me, smirking knowingly.

I ignored him and stepped forward through the open gates, the guild members cheering quietly as I passed.

Home in Luton.

Home in the guild.

And… perhaps, just perhaps, a new home waiting for me when I returned.

To be continued....

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