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Chapter 40 - Make it play.

I've been feeling low

Low

Really low

Down below.

And I wonder

How slow

Does that really low

Go?

All my feelings

On the ceiling

Shit, I wonder

Why they grow?

This anxiety

Inside of me

Fuck, I wonder

Why it glows?

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I've been feeling,

Feeling,

Feeling,

Like something's about to change.

My mind's been reeling,

Reeling,

Reeling.

All my dreams seem so deranged.

My shell is peeling,

Peeling,

Peeling.

Maybe you can feel the flames.

My emotions,

Like an ocean,

Love, I hope you feel the waves.

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Sometimes the colors fade

And all I see

Are shades of gray.

I hope that you

Can bring the hues to me

Keep melancholy at bay.

I've been bleeding

All this season,

Maybe you can see the way.

My heart's ravaged,

Hella damaged,

Maybe you can make it play.

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And the snow has fallen already,

But I can't find my smile...

I can't seem to feel that feeling,

I've been this way for a while...

Yeah, my heart is steadily beating

It's bleeding

Over the tile...

I've been healed,

And thrilled,

And sealed,

I still feel it

Over the miles...

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I've been low, low...

So low,

I don't know

What I don't

But how low is too low?

When do I ask for help?

When will all of this blow?

How can I step anywhere

Without stepping

On some toes?

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I had a dream

That I had a lover

And she wasn't you.

And I woke up confused.

Like, what the fuck

Am I supposed to do?

And

A different message.

The Universe is pulling through.

Praying for some signage,

The flags flipping

From Redd to Bluu.

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