In my old relationships
I was never at the steering wheel.
I was never really good enough.
I never knew true love's appeal.
My exe's
Were all tests
For me.
I never seemed to find the real.
It seems as if I'm destined to stay single,
Shit, that's the way I feel.
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I've been trying
To define
What love is for me.
I can't seem to see
What everyone else here
Is seeing for me
Man, that shit fuckin' kills me...
But maybe I am far from normal
I can't see the shallow things.
I think that all this love I have
Is heavy...
Intimidating...
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I'm an anomaly.
Something that I am proud to be.
Probably...
Maybe I could use a change up,
Possibly.
No prodigy.
I stay humble
Because perception is a potent fuckin' drug.
I like to keep it simple
My temple
Is draped in satin rugs.
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I like to ask myself
These questions
Just to keep my mind in check.
I think I'm single
Cause I haven't found
A fuckin' mirror yet.
I don't think that I am the shit,
But I know that I'm hard to get.
I may not be everything,
But I'm the one you won't forget.
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I am single,
But I mingle.
I think true love is rare, and so.
I will keep mine to myself
Until it finds a place to grow.
Somewhere It can root so deeply
That it entangles her soul...
Somewhere it can feel its safest
Being low and vulnerable.