This made Lu Shinian feel very distressed, spending most of his time by her side every day.
Every time Su Ruan had morning sickness, he would prepare the sour fruits, obtained at a high cost, for her to eat.
Now, Su Ruan can only eat some sour fruits to barely suppress that nausea.
The physical torment is secondary; what makes Su Ruan most uncomfortable is the restlessness she feels while sleeping recently.
She always dreams, dreaming of various aspects of her past life.
Her whole being seems to be trapped in it, her body in the dream beyond her control.
Watching herself in the dream repeatedly make the foolish mistakes of her past life gives Su Ruan a deep sense of helplessness.
After waking up from the dream, Su Ruan would always stare blankly at the ceiling until Lu Shinian's slightly passionate kiss brought her back to reality.
"Ruan Ruan had a nightmare again?" Lu Shinian would always ask this way.
Su Ruan propped herself up, gently responding, "Had a dream."
