Even though during this period he had already transformed from an ordinary person who couldn't bear to look at a murder scene to an ordinary person who could actively create one, the current leap was still too much for him to handle – this battlefield was truly nauseating, with its visual, olfactory, and tactile shocks from the blood and gore assaulting his senses on all fronts.
However, there is this common flaw in people, which is that they like to act strong, especially unwilling to expose their vulnerability in front of others.
No matter what, they would always say "I'm fine," "I've seen this many times," "a trivial matter like this can't defeat me" –
